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Trying to decipher reality amongst true lies
I've split myself in sevenths trying to get to who I'M supposed to be
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I love you in more ways than I could ever say I love you with an intensity I had longed forever to feel
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They are drowned in the sweetest of sins and spiked with the most lethal of emotions
Liquid cocaine to your mind
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I’d breathe in the very melody that seeps from the existence
of the light that radiates from your burning heart
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Silently you taint me with your branded lies
Counteracting the person I know I am
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Barring teeth of envy but nobody knows
My solitude is infringing upon the individual I thought I knew
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If I curled up in this hammock you call arms
If I placed myself at the alter of your standstill statue
by innocence022
26 lines, 2 comments,
on Oct 22 8:58 PM 2003
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I don’t know why when I sit here
Here on this hill by the cathedral that I’ve never been in-Thoughts of you linger
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Windows where my reflection is distorted
Take a calm hand and wipe the mess away
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I want my own grocery store love
I want to be wrapped in double plastic like fragile half gallon ice cream
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Cold and captivated still by this hunger
This yearning for youthful desires I have yet to hold
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Down on all fours
A painting etched in the cranial mass
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I wanted to collect each cell
Return them to their place of origin
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With my pen I delicately etch the words into my invisible skin
My constant reminders that I know I'll never be able to escape..
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Teach me
Be the master of my lessons slowly learning to regain your own sense of humanity
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Back and forth
You find me rocking to the sounds of my own torrid memory
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You hear stories of molested kids and gangs running the streets
And pistol carrying pre-teens all mixed in with the entertainment news
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Somber violins play their melodies amongst the painful screams
Hidden behind Kodak smiles and joyous laughter it’s there..
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The stars controlled by your hand
All diluted
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Somehow I think I’ve let myself fall
Fall deep and hard into this unending abyss
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Let me penetrate the cortex to your reason
Staking my claim on the origin of thought
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Somehow within these walls
I’ll be denied
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I lose my mind when I think of you
You’re too much for me but just what I need somehow
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Death rode in on the Harvest moon
Settling in a town called Perdition
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We’re tied together by unspoken promises
And silently myself I’ve handed to you
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I shall find you here
Take you as you are
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Tonight I dreamed
Dreamed of a far off land
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Kiss me and I shall set you free
No more of my torturous tongue will you hear
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How well you see through your crystalline eyes
Your reflection seeps into this coated mirror
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Through your dark eyes I see meaning to the madness
Answers to the constant questions that plague my soul
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I know I want you
Though your skin has yet to touch mine
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The lights are slowly dimming
Surrounding me in a pool of transgressions
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Today I realized
And I saw myself in a vision of idiocy
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Quickly
I alone smiled to my soul
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I could fade away leaving ripples in the spots of your memory
(Tainted and breathing)
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