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and at first i couldnt see
how happy i becameby indigo child 43 lines, 1 comment, on Apr 11 8:20 AM 2007 -
frantically searching for the scattered shards of what was us
pathetically scrambling to put never existing pieces together
then i wonder -
my flaws appear before my eyes
and bring me to my demise -
and they all want to hear the whispered words
from beyond the silent screams -
watch my life
its walls fall down -
watch as all the love melts away
like cold snow on a warm winters day -
your what keeps me alive
why im able to strive -
Always thought you never cared
That the same feelings were never shared -
rain pounds against the clear glass surface
i stare out into the darkness without purpose -
rain pounds against the clear glass surface
i stare out into the darkness without purpose -
i filled the tub, the water cold
finished the letter with one half fold -
i tie the knot for my makeshift noose
not to tight, not too loose -
the world is weighing down my shoulders
like large heavy awkward boulders -
light dancing on the razors edge
raven taunting from the windows ledge -
youll never know that when i pass your street on the bus i look up it to see if i can see you
youll never know that when i talk to you on the phone i cry cause -
why are the beautiful things always so close, yet so far away?
i see the definition of perfect every single fucking day -
as i sit here attempting to remove a blade from a razor i think of all the pain in my life i have recieved, all the pain i have felt and all the pain ive put my
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i dont want to see
i dont want to feel -
i cut your name into my
skin and let the blood run. -
would broken lives be mended?
broken hearts were not intended -
i will never forget it, memories not lost
it will be missed but i will heal -
Traumatizing tragedy
Bloody masterpieceby indigo child 18 lines, on May 9 5:20 PM 2004. In Other -
hated sexuality
creepy fantasy -
Run away and hide
Escape with suicide -
i chose the blade
beauty is made -
im not as perfect as you may think
im a mental case, i need a fucking shrink
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