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I slipped between the fragments,
beneath jaded and only broken,
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Through silent roads, you drove awawy from my car crash heart,
took all my confidence and dreams willingly ripping me slowly apart,
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I have been lying here In this bed of shattered dreams far too long, every piece of love I held for you was destroyed on that April night,
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I call your name into the stars above on this winter night, tingling shivers down my back with thoughts of only you,
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You smiled at me as I fell deeper in love with you, my every tear drop was filled with this dark pain,
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Flick off the old light switch, searching through an empty room,
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It has been years since my autumn downfall, when octobers wind blew across my pale face,
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Ripping down the crumbling layers of memories,
scraping off every tiny inch of my broken past,
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I try to gulp down another mouthful, stabbing pains pound hard to my chest,
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Remember how It used to be? when it was just you and me,
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You emerge around the corner, beaming smile on your face,
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I've been swept through Novembers blustering rain showers,
and scorched by every drop of golden sunshine in Summer,
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I place my hands on the table,
gazing into your brown eyes,
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You will never ever understand how lost I feel deep within inside,
a gentle embrace,a quick goodbye,yet you never saw how much I cried,
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I shake as I reach out to you,
under the winter nights sky,
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Just reflecting/thinking.You trust..you trust everyone who has ever loved you and everyone who will ever love you,you never can forget anyo
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First write In so many months,alot of stuff going on at the moment-needed to get some of It out,Thanks for reading 
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Times rearrange,
life's rearrange,
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I'm stuck in a whirlwind,
to move on or stay static,
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You will never understand you how much hurt you have put me through,
there's nothing more you can say,there's nothing more you can do,
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I wake up alone crying these shattered tears and in deep pain,
after this winters night,nothing is ever going to be the same,
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I ran back Into your arms,forgave you with all of my heart,
but deep down I never forgot,all the ways you tore me apart,
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I have got my photographs and memories,
my head tells me that I'm good to go,
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My heart was guarded,walls built up like armor to protect from pain,
from back when June's wound caused my sunshine to turn to the rain,
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There has now been so many times I have vowed to forgive and forget,
I try hard but I know It will never go back to the day we first met,
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I have been lying In this bed before,
with my heart bleeding pain and sore,
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The winter Is coming soon,
I wanted to hold you,
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Fix this smile onto my face,paint on my happiness today,
the canvas Is clean but my heart Is tangled deep Inside,
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You built me up,You let me down,
a friend I thought I had found,
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I am sitting here drowning In crimson tears running from my eyes,
ripping up photos of faces,every second another part of me dies,
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Every tear that falls Is because of you..
the deep pain,body full of hurt..
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Tonight,maybe you will tell me everything you feel,
as I lay here gazing straight Into your blue eyes,
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The words you scream at me shatter my heart on this floor,
I need a lasting fix this august but you are not my cure,
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