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And here we are again it would seem
Round 6 of false hope, pathetic dreams and complicated wants
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Holding the tiny gold heart in my hand My fingers stroking around the edge
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It's like we're playing
A game of chess
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I think I fell in love Fell in love
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It was always the way you claimed “You know I want you”
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Endless amounts of banter
Pointless words
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I spent months being up those walls Even towards the end of my last relationship; they were up
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It’s been months and months Since we were a relationship and since it ended
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Half hearted confessions Raised hopes
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There’s always that invisible line In any friendship
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1) When I was little I was always one of those children that achieved the well done certificates; I wasn’t the brightest bulb in the box but I always tried my hardest to please. As I got older, my motivation got less and les
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Name :: Bex (short for Rebecca)
Age :: 17
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It’s said that you can’t rely on anyone But yourself
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And this is you Spending my life convincing myself
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As a young woman, I can sit here and openly say
I’m one of the many that more often than not
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Hidden feelings Sneaky texts
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Muddled up feelings
Complex feelings
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Sometimes you smile And nothing or no-one could bring that smile down
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Rough around the edges
Imperfect in so many peoples’ eyes
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Unbelievable dreams False hopes
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You know when you’re little And someone asks you what your favourite sweet is
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I remember the day it was confirmed
“Nanna’s got cancer, and she’s got 4weeks to live”
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Hidden truths
And covered up texts
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Young and naïve
You think the relationship you’re in
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Lying in bed all alone late at night
The sounds on the TV murmur in the background
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Hours long phone calls
Experts at multi-tasking
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In-between tears and sighs
I vowed to both you and I
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And he’s the one on my mind
With mascara stained tears falling
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Don’t ask me how I feel Because I couldn’t
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Dear the one who’s secretly had my heart for nearly 3years now,
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I remember being a little girl And joining in with those conversations
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