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when you touch me i want to fuck. but then i want to rip your fucking throat out.did i warn you? i don't remember.
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this room is silent as death and I WANT YOU TO TOUCH ME, I WANT YOU, I'VE BEEN MISSING YOU EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY SINCE YOU TOLD ME YOU'D RETURN. this is what was not going to happen, this is what i was not going to do. i
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you always hated when i would pretend i wanted to kiss you and then blow a lungful of smoke down your throat. your expression was so cute when you wrinkled your nose and told me i was mean to you whenever i got high. i would
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by disgustingly guilty
19 lines, 1 comment,
on Dec 8 12:42 AM 2007. In Erotica, Abuse, Pain, Personal, Adult, Angst, Sad, Society, Contemporary, Spiritual
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heartbreak had reinvented me- that at my very core was just one of those corner-of-your-eye girls, the one you see in the hallway. "oh, she looks sad. quiet. i wonder who cracked her heart." i didnt think- barely moved. i was
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sorry for anyone who liked it personal reasons
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every moment i say, "it must be the end" / but really i'm just wishing. / because i know i have years more to go through. / i was drunk and / i let him touch me / everywhere. / but nomatter how many hits
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you think i can breathe? youre wrong. i know you'll never read this. why would you? you have no reason, my hurt is none of your concern. why should you care? you dont. you never will. this is real to me. every night, every fu
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And when I was with you I no longer Wished for another lit joint
by disgustingly guilty
41 lines, 4 comments,
on Dec 2 11:46 PM 2006. In Weird, Personal, Love, Sad, Other, Dark, Hope, Spiritual, Angst, Fantasy, Depression
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the minutes expand and fold in on themselves into nothingness.
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[[i want to want you but i just dont want to]]
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trying to fit into the perfect-girl-mold just to break it.
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My fingers were down my throat like a romance gone twisted and the imperfections rose.rose.rose just like the perfect disease.
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"The glitter always sparkles on the other side, baby"
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but i forgot how to open the -child-safe- lid
and with your hands on my waist it was just so hard to
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And we wore -caution tape-
around our waists and
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to chase my nightmares away
and rock me to sleep...on those marijuana...clouds
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stop herself she was lost in
euphoric bliss and suddenly
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that wouldnt get wet in the rain
just like laminated perfection
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Pride and reputation
[s h r e d d e d,s h a t t e r e d]
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And I was
Analyzing every single guy
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Mascara tears were shed over [nothing] and
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This time I'm gonna be
[deliberately] fucked.up
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I was holding on
So hard.Just barely
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shattered every mirror and
broke every promise
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I'm sick.so.sick of being loved
By all-the-wrong-people
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I don't wanna squeeze your fingers too hard
So grab my hand and never let it go
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into a heap of
love'hate'smoke'and'mirrors
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I vandalized all of their perfect plans
{I love you too please hold my hand}
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