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My mind is a battlefield pressing against me
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No longer can I inflict them
with pain.
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I bet you're laughing at me
or smiling under your skin
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This is about the shells that protect my soul - possibly a soul that isn't even there...
...Also, a couple thoughts about having a heart..
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cinder in my heart;
flash before my eyes.
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to believe that anything better than me,
could ever exist.
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I start to get defensive
and throw my fist into faces.
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you abrade my crop,
revile them off,
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whisper in my ear and breathe my breath
take me into you without repent
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abandoned spaces;
no one to find me.
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why look for fish?
because the Bush economy is shit.
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i see that you are lost
and confused.
by crimson-river
25 lines, 10 comments,
on Jun 17 3:21 AM 2008. In Free Write, Life, Relationships, Thoughts, Personal, Love, Hope, Sad, Other
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i want to get stoned,overdose,
anything to change my state of mind.
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just another silhouette
in the weather.
by crimson-river
13 lines, 1 comment,
on Jun 15 12:16 AM 2008. In Contest, Personal, Sad, Depression, Suicide, Life, Pain, Other, Thoughts
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racing intellects
bulging defects
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you reminisce all the joys this person brought you
rather than the things they did wrong.
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is there a law of attraction?
permitting only opposite sexes to intertwine?
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tears from clouds' eyes
stream down the face of earth.
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picking ourselves back up
after the hurt that we made.
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You waited till I was away
to execute your bitter escape.
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but inside there are reasons
for me to believe in...
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Will HE give you the stairway to heaven?
Will HE shove his scorched pitchfork in your eye?
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I feel like I've been hypnotized.
Even I can't believe in my own alibis.
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You can't find me.
I am out of ordinary.
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I won't be hurt
when another fist comes my way.
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Does it mean shutting the blinds
on all the curious people outside
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Replenish me with solace,
and feed my mind.
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Night is done, and day has come.
Terminal illness has begun.
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just wanting me to be
someone who everyone will envy.
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As I'm shaking with fear
I feel a tear.
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It's the joyfulness
in their eyes.
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so sick of everybody who is happy,
and thinks that depression doesn't exist.
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