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a quick write, just for fun.
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tell me:
is it fair for him to tell me he misses me? "everything, everything" holding my hand and holding me, "and just everything. so muc
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I took a drag and a drag, and sucked in until I choked all the fire into my chest,
blew it up white into my head and let it settle between
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the back of my head, the base of my brain
is swimming dizzily in a silver lake
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I used to want to be with you, but then I had a real conversation
with a man
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your lungs caught on my ribs
and I wanted so badly just to snap your brittle, bony body
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"no, thanks" you say, when I offer to buy you coffee,
"don't waste your money."
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stupid. rant.
don't bother reading.
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I feel like I'm the crusted sleep around your eyes that you can wipe away every morning.
And you're looking to your friends for nods of ag
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just a way to put it down, without restating the details of the horrible, terrible deed.
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I stay poised at your shoulder with a pen waiting for you to reach out
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I know that nothing lasts on its own, because it requires an active force to combat despair and natural law.
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we used to lie on floors
close the doors and wrap each other up
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this is where I like you.
sitting on the top stair on the third floor before your bedroom
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we are eighteen and naked you're tapping the wall,
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well at least now there's a reason.
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"it was only a matter of time before you did too"
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you were always there.
I used you as my aloe because you let me- so cool and kind,
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I wish there were separate verbs for the same word
plain and straight ones
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sunburn and salty, I bob up and down
in the waves
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there was a boy and girl. they were human, which means they had human shaped bodies.
but they were animals.
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I could compare you to the Bible,
because there are those who would claim you were real;
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