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Is it possible for me to get any colder? Do I even want to get any older?
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So let's never talk again.
We can catch up in another life time.
by captaincrazy
23 lines, 2 comments,
on May 23 5:08 PM 2008
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I thought it was through.
Those stupid feelings I feel when I'm around you.
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My life is like one bad dream.
A horror film that you've never seen.
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I see you and it makes me smile.
We should sit and maybe talk for awhile.
by captaincrazy
41 lines, 2 comments,
on Feb 29 8:40 PM 2008
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I feel like I'm losing everyone I held close.
Right now I know they don't think of me as the most.
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I could be the worst.
I could be the best.
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Never have I ever felt so much hate.
Never have I ever wished for such a horrible fate,
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And you try to forget,
Everything we said.
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Do you want to see me fall,
Just so you can say you were right after all?
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Maybe some day we can be together.
But it's just so hard waiting forever.
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I've been waiting for so long
Waiting until I can finally belong.
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I haven't seen you in so long.
I don't even know how I'm moving along.
by captaincrazy
19 lines, 7 comments,
on Sep 12 2:17 PM 2007
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I know that I told them I was over you.
But that was anything but true.
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My only plan for this year,
Is to get you right here.
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Trying to feel okay.
For once I'm hoping I won't see you today.
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My eyes are swollen and red. / Right now I want to be dead. / This truly is a nightmare. / I know it sounds old but this really isn't fair. / Thousands and thousands of tears. / Way too many unwante
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A letter came to me. / It was from the ministry. / I wish that I could say that I don't really care. / And that I'm not too sure that God is even there. / But I know what that would do. / So to myself I ca
by captaincrazy
19 lines, 3 comments,
on Jul 21 1:12 PM 2007
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I don't even know what to say, / About this pain that is here to stay. / Who I was back then, / I can never be again. / I used to be happy. / Now I look in the mirror and I don't know who's starring back a
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I feel so fucking sick. / Oh, you're such a dick. / I should have known better then to fall for you. / And once again so much hurting I will do. / But I still wish you were here. / But at the same time I w
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Dark clouds come to play over my head once again. / It's so hard so I'm not even going to pretend, / That everything is okay. / As I live each day, / Wondering. / What tomorrow's gonna bring. / I know
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It seems that no matter what you do. / I'm always going to be there for you. / I've heard all the stories that they've said. / I've seen each time that they dread, / When you walk by. / That look I get in
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Just one week and it feels like eternity. / I long for you to be here with me. / And everywhere I go I want you to be there. / Then I pretend not to care, / That you are nowhere to be found. / Nowhere on t
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Day one. / Already not having any fun. / This paradise is more like a nightmare. / My feelings for you are still there. / I kind of wish they would go. / But deep down I know, / My heart isn't d
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I wish I could stay, / Forever in today. / But now I see, / This year is all just a memory. / A memory that ended way too fast. / I really wanted it to last. / It was like a dream looking into y
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This is complete hell. / And things will never again be well. / I'm so sad I feel physically ill. / Thing will only get worse from here I k
by captaincrazy
12 lines, 2 comments,
on Jun 6 12:43 PM 2007
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This time we have is almost complete. / When it's over I'll be dragging my feet. / 'Cause I don't want to leave it all. / I know now how hard I'm gonna fall. / Why do we have to go so soon? / Why the hell
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Guilt is once again thrust upon me. / I can't even see, / What I've done to make you feel so bad. / It's making me so sad. / I am going through so much pain. / It's making me so insane. / I'd choose to
by captaincrazy
13 lines, 1 comment,
on Jun 2 9:29 AM 2007. In Angst, Dark, Life, Lyrics, Other, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, Emo
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You piss me off more then you'll ever know. / You piss me off more then I'll ever show. / Because everything I do makes you sad. / And everything I say makes you mad. / So let's just say that it's sad but true
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My heart is pounding like never before. / Such a weird feeling but I want more. / Seeing you takes me away. / To a place that I want to stay. / Oh, never felt like this before, / 'Til you busted dow
by captaincrazy
28 lines, 3 comments,
on May 24 1:45 PM 2007
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I'm so tired of crying, / I can feel my soul dying. / Each and every day, / I slip further and further away. / A simple whisper from you, / Might help me make it through. / But sometimes I just
by captaincrazy
25 lines, 4 comments,
on May 18 11:39 AM 2007
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Is it everything? / Is it one thing. / This pain's been here for too long. / But I can't make it be gone. / I've tried to push it away, / But here it continues to stay. / I feel like I'm trapped
by captaincrazy
32 lines, 3 comments,
on May 17 5:51 PM 2007
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I can't do this anymore. / I'm not as strong as I was before. / I wish that you could see, / What's going on inside me. / My love is my men
by captaincrazy
26 lines, 2 comments,
on May 15 4:50 PM 2007
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They might think I'm crazy, / For ever thinking we could be. / But I know for sure, / That this is way more, / Than infatuation. / Because it's causing me so much frustration. / And I think about you e
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My legs are shaking. / This time with you I'm sure as hell taking. / Your embrace feels so good. / Just like I knew it would. / Four weeks
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