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by c e ll a r . d oo r
261 lines, 1 comment,
on Feb 11 8:01 AM. In Abuse, Adult, Angst, Dark, Life, Pain, Personal, Thoughts, Weird, Contest, Other
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-- really, it does. secret number one, i guess.
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no. that is not my title. lol. just reserving my spot to keep myself reminded & so you know that i dododo plan on enteringi am very excited about this prompt : ]
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by c e ll a r . d oo r
211 lines, 17 comments,
on Nov 11 10:19 PM 2008. In abuse, adult, angst, dark, life, pain, personal, sad, thoughts, weird, ther
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and i thought i saw my face catch flame
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i want to unravel every strand of color from your eyes and somehow sew the color back into my world, because ever since you said goodbye i'
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self destruction
incarnate.
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i can't help but let the smoke
twirling before my eyes
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tears threaten to stain my cheeks
as i watch you climb onto
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i lost myself somewhere
between loving you
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i fell in love with the boy with rain on his eyelashes,
by c e ll a r . d oo r
94 lines, 8 comments,
on Oct 9 6:08 AM 2008. In abuse, angst, contemporary, dark, life, love, nature, pain, personal, sad
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by c e ll a r . d oo r
21 lines, 4 comments,
on Sep 18 5:01 PM 2008. In contest, angst, contemporary, dark, life, love, pain, personal, sad, weird
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it had been a long night
of drinking and hanging out.
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i live life
with my breath held
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and life is so messed up these days. i spend my time wrapped in blankets cause i'm sick to my head with all the pain. missing him. and needing him. memories of us are driving me insane and that god damned radio seems to be ps
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they always did paralyze me
and render me breathless; useless
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so listen closely kids as i tell you a story of a girl, broken and used, battered and bruised;; trying to drown out the heartache of losing the love of her life in anything she can --drugs, alcohol, razorblades;; but all the
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and just when i start to believe
that i'm better than this
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and sometimes she feels like
that song by eve 6
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i fear this cycle is never-ending
take me & leave me; broken
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so i'm drowning in my lonliness, i find myself withdrawing and not even wanting to be around the people who never fail to make me laugh when i don't even want to smile, because i want to be angry. i want to be hurt. i want to
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i love how "love" is always talked about as if it's magical, and that you should never let it slip from your fingers. our whole lives we're told not to give up on something we truly believe in, that we'll never know the outco
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the pain is getting stronger
as the week wears on,
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