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Forgive me, my love
for telling all those lies.
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Colorful personalities paint my mosaic.
Hours and hours people strive too much
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I understand I'm just a pretty picture.
I say nobody really looks at me.
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it's in these very words
my promise i give to you
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I am sitting here in class
thinking about your face.
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i'll have your strength to go on
for you're always in my heart
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you all thought you knew me so well
none of you knew me so well
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know that i'm lying next to you
running my fingers through your hair
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i want to write a masterpiece
but i can't find the words
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dont feel insecure
for i am here
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my heart sings..
this is now
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brighten the shadows
that appear on my heart
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When the wind whispers its words
know i'll be calling your name
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Don't think I am gone forever
for i am the whisper in the wind
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stop saying how pretty i am
dont say that you love
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I just want the fun
that i often seem to lose
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dont think of me as a memory
but only as a loving friend
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And so I stand, staring,
pretending like I never cry
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I can never believe in trust
it died when i became numb
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Excuse me. Please go away.
I don't need your pity.
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As I nervously sat in my chair
waiting for my name to be called
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It's time to put on my fake face
and walk out the door
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Just wanted to say thanks for nothing
I thought you were my brother
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I cannot become someone
i always dreamed about
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My tears are speaking
for the words I cannot say.
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dont pretend you can help me
and don't pretend you care
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What ever happened to that sweet little girl?
do you remember when she was a baby?
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Me? Talk to a psychiatrist?
You think I can trust them?
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During all of this, where was God?
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i like it this way
don't you understand.
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I cannot feel
for i am numb
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I am girl who doesn't like what she sees,
the one who tries her hardest just to please.
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and so i lie here
feeling dead, feeling cold
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But really look at that girl.
What do you really see?
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