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My head's fucked up, somethings just not right, I feel messed up, I need help, Someone come and help me.
What is going on, it's all kind of foggy, hazy, and grey, I'm screaming in my head, can't you
by alta evans
21 lines, 1 comment,
on Apr 24 6:42 AM 2008. In Angst, Dark, Life, Love, Other, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, My own style, My life
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Maybe there is good in this world, / Maybe there is life to be created, / Maybe there is hope for my tomarrow, / for a peace was found today. / He holds me like he needs me, / and talks like I'm the only one,
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When I leave Carolina tonight, / When you notice I’m no longer by your side, / When you see that lonely is real / When you see how real it
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A ring on my finger, / Given with love not hate, / But what the hell should I believe, / Am I even right? / / Nobody believes me, / When I
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what the hell is wrong, / What is going on, / I’m bleeding but the bloods not mine, / It just appears in swells. / / It covers me, / And
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Lying on the floor, / as you scream and shout, / crimson running down my cheek, / i can taste it in my mouth. / / How could you hurt me like this, / damn you just don't care, / i'll show you whose the boss,
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Chaos reeks throuh the air, and all that I can see, is the pounding, beating heart, that you stole from me.
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I am tired from waiting and wondering, and sick of pride from my core.
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D-on't even ask me, I- swore I wouldn't tell
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Such a little bitch, thinks she rules the world,
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I just can't explain it, these things you do to me,
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No matter how I try, to find something that feels right,
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What is it about you, that makes me go insane,
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Am I really alive,
going day by day by day,
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My heart's a barren wasteland,
the tempest has been through,
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Walking in the darkness,
hiddin from the light,
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Running through the night,
out of the reach of light,
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one lonely candle,
giving off a fainting glow,
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You will die today,
Fall into the casms of hell,
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You love to see me naked in fear,
It makes you feel all powerful,
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Sitting in the corner,
Like the fly upon the wall,
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searhing for a friend,
yet all i find are enemies.
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Please don't leave me,
why did you go,
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I was the hell burn in the pits of the casm,
I was the one no one would miss, the one to end you in the end.
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a sharp stinging, with arm and sticky crimson,
he runs to my aid, we can overcome this
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Why we are cursed with these sensations,
these desires that plague our soul.
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how the story changes,
over the many years past.
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Why don't you see the pain you've caused,
why don't you see the scars you've made.
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cut the throats of those who hurt you,
slash the hearts of those who lied.
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Shot him right in the stomach,
I watched him die.
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Funny isn't it, how things can escalate, into the impossible, sweet and innocent into the improbable.
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as she fades into darkness,
he'll never hurt her again.
by alta evans
50 lines, 3 comments,
on Mar 31 10:54 PM 2006. In Sad
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