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Playing it cool tryin to relax i slowly cuting away my pride
by Xx Morbid Beauty xX
26 lines,
on Jun 10 9:43 AM. In Abuse, Other, Pain, Personal, Dark, Depressed, Hate, Goodbyes, Depression, Longing
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by Xx Morbid Beauty xX
28 lines, 2 comments,
on Dec 28 8:34 PM 2008. In Personal, Sad, Spiritual, Thoughts, Life, Love, Adult, Pain, Other
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Its been too long since i have seen your beautiful smile.. / Pictures just dont cut it / but the memories i will hold dear forever.... / i wish you could see how far ive come dad / i know i could be much better
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/ mesmerized by the gleaming scars / yet shattered by my existance / the darkness bounds my soul to m
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Slicing inch by inch / through the memories the agony prevails / yet i feel the pain and i love it / the burning of the silver
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tourmented by the pain / lost and confused / left deep in the emptyness / / i never thought it would end like this / thought we would be t
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I thought your words meant so much more but just like our relationship
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Since the day that you left me questions have been running through my head
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there is another part of me that you will never see
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With each cut closer to the vain my life seems even more empty
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feeling the cold of my steel the blood ripples down my arms
by Xx Morbid Beauty xX
47 lines, 4 comments,
on Apr 2 11:03 PM 2007. In Thoughts, Weird, Life, Love, Pain, Other, Abuse, Sad, Personal
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so tierd of being here being in this life i hate
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Time and time again i cut through the memories of us left with bloody silk sheets upon my bed
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look at me ....tell me what you see a lost girl with no way out
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nobody wants to see us together my family looks at me with hate in their eyes
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your fake smile runs through my mind leaving a horrid feeling upon my soul
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the pain i feel, unbearable all ive lived through, unreal
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They have helped me through so much. Time after time i needed them they were there.
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tangled in lifes unexpected turns i feel then rath of the cold steel
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By the time I realized what was happening, it was to late to save me...to save us
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I dont want to go another day living in this horrid pain
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So lonely nad affraid of her past she does not let anyone in
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only in her dreams can she escape the fate she wakes up each and every morning wanting to die
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never in a million years did i think this could ever happen to me.... as i lye in the bathroom with a pregnancy test in had
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my best friend is always leaving his mark around my place leaving my house smell like him
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you all drive me fucking krazy how long i can take this shit i dont know
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someone help me take this pain away i cant escape my self
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I try to forget but i havent yet ive opened my heart to miscery
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Memories hauting my soul tourmented by your abuse
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time for you to suffer with my hands around his neck
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these feelings i shared for you are lost The love for you is no longer
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As I flip through a photo album memories bring diamond tears to my eyes
by Xx Morbid Beauty xX
19 lines, 7 comments,
on Feb 18 10:14 PM 2007. In Dark, Hope, Life, Other, Sad, Personal, Family, Goodbyes, Teenage thinking, Loss
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With blood shot eyes We exchange words i never thought you could say to me
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