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Years has passed since I have felt like this,
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I've been down this road before,
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So many feelings are rushing through,
I'm mad, Sad and hopeless. -
Never thought these feeling would arise again,
Never thought I'd felt the need to hurt.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 28 lines, 5 comments, on Mar 21 4:55 PM. In Pain, Depression, Sadness, Cutting, Personal, Abuse -
A state purely indescribable,
Oerwhelming bliss, it's never ending.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 28 lines, 4 comments, on Dec 19 11:19 PM 2008. In Love -
Glistening eyes trembling in fear,
Petrified of what lies beyond. -
Time passes yet my scars remain,
A constant reminder of my past. -
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Everytime I close my eyes, I'm taken back to new years eve.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 39 lines, 4 comments, on Feb 4 9:01 PM 2008. In Dark, Personal, Abuse, Depression, Rape, Other
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Life seems like nothing but a joke, Cruelty and laughter echoing above.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 31 lines, 1 comment, on Feb 4 8:55 PM 2008. In Dark, Personal, Abuse, Depression, Rape, Other
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Sitting here alone wishing, Trying to find comfort.
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Here I am, heartbroken once again,
I was stupid enough to believe your lies.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 24 lines, 1 comment, on Nov 21 10:24 AM 2007. In Pain, Personal, Sad, Heartbreak, Other -
My hearts permanently breaking, No one will ever mend this mess.
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The sundown's now nothing, More than a permanent reminder.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 13 lines, 1 comment, on Nov 19 9:49 AM 2007. In Pain, Personal, Sad, Heartbreak, Other
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Three amazing years we were together,
Knew each other inside and out.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 51 lines, 3 comments, on Oct 30 2:20 PM 2007. In Heartbreak, Sorrow, Alone, Personal, Life, Love, Pain, Other -
Gleaming silver by my side, Comforting this loneliness within.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 34 lines, 3 comments, on Oct 21 2:07 PM 2007. In Cutting, Drugs, Depression, Dark, Personal, Pain, Other
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I tried to be strong, stand and fight, The truth is, I can't anymore.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 28 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 21 1:19 PM 2007. In Cutting, Depression, Personal
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Swirling out of control,
Drowning my sorrows quickly.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 28 lines, 4 comments, on Oct 20 4:19 PM 2007. In Drugs, Addiction, Pain, Personal, Suicide, Depression, Cutting, Other -
My heart has been shattered,
I can't beleive this, It can't be true.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 29 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 19 6:10 PM 2007. In Heartbreak, Sorrow, Alone, Personal, Life, Love, Pain -
My predictions were right all along,
I never was nothing to you.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 23 lines, 8 comments, on Oct 17 11:09 PM 2007. In Anger, Pain, Betrayal, Heartbreak, Sad, Personal -
Can someone help make sense of this haze? My thoughts are speeding in all directions.
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Why won't you treat me dignity? Talk to me the same way you want me to.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 28 lines, 1 comment, on Oct 15 11:30 AM 2007. In Drugs, Addiction, Abuse, Depression, Struggling, Life, Deception
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Drugs, Sex and Alcohol, It's the funnest way to live.
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Who is this stranger that wanders beyond? Staring aimlesely at the dark skies.
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Twenty-one long years have passed by,
Since I was accidently brought into this world.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 39 lines, 4 comments, on Oct 1 12:17 AM 2007. In Changes, Personal, Hope, Friendship, Life, Growing-Up -
Slowly everything evaporates into the air, My mind begins to swirl and I float away.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 18 lines, 2 comments, on Sep 27 11:47 AM 2007. In Drugs.Addiction, Personal, Other, Sad
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There is no greater feeling for him, As he watches me fall to the ground.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 18 lines, 3 comments, on Sep 27 11:10 AM 2007. In Abuse, Pain, Depression, Memories, Dark, Personal, Other
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Dear Ana, please hear my pleading screams, Come back to my precious one.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 23 lines, 5 comments, on Sep 21 3:24 PM 2007. In Anorexia, Bulimia, Eating Disorders, Depression, Personal, Other
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There you sit deserted and alone, Gleaming as you call out to me.by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 19 lines, 4 comments, on Sep 21 3:16 PM 2007. In Cutting, Personal, Sad, Dark, Depression, Suicide, Other
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by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 18 lines, 5 comments, on Sep 15 4:42 PM 2007. In Sex, Dark, Depression.Weird, Gigitty, Adult
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by XXBrunettexBarbieXX 22 lines, 5 comments, on Sep 13 11:56 AM 2007. In Sex, Dark, Depression, Other, Weird, Adult
