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Ich möchte meine Augen schließen
und schlafe wirklich für einmal.
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I wanna close my eyes, and actually sleep for once.
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I'm heading for the edge, I think I'm losing it.
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Karla, I wonder if you would believe that I actually am feeling better than before. MY actions haven't really shown it, I know. The mutilation...it takes a lot of energy, and it takes much more energy to deal with the constan
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Dark, cold, the same as before.
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Emptiness suffocating and always there,
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Whispered words echo, and laughing memories present themselves.
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Darkness pulls me in,
the sweet scent of my depression.
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F elt so good to be wanted, A lthough I was was falling
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Where did the sweet dreams go? It didn't make any sense to me...
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Where was my brain when I decided to see him?
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Mind speaks of itself in twisted ways
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[Playback...5...4...3..2..]
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H ere come the children,under cloak of night A all is quiet and the air is thick
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No way around that smile, the famous smile of yours
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Rich color raises upon, heartbroken despair.
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The daze goes away, as night falls again
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Once the darkening skies, seemed to overtake this world,
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These walls talk nonsense, and the
voices of the crowd get to me.
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There are two sides of me- talking to me, each in their own
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Thought become actions, and I fall behind a crowd.
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No silence, just the screaming of mangled bodies.
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Boom, boom the sound of my heart awakens me
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Not quite sure what it means, to live without fighting
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How long have I lived like this? How long have I wished it was all a dream?
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There is sorrow within me, and yet its too late to let go.
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It's not what it seems, the shadows that lurk are only in the minds eye,
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There is a doorway, I know it is here somewhere,
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I refuse to be what you wanted, you twisted me into a person I don't want to be,
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Repremand me, keep me from feeling,
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There is chaos within my mind, the confines cannot possibly hold so much,
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Relapse, sweaty hands and broken cycles starving for affection,
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Every word is stained in blood, and every tear is kept for a secret time.
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I can't stand to look in the mirror, all I see is sadness and pain,
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