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Pain feeds on the soul until there is nothing left but pure and absolute hatred.
Self-condemning, mind numbing, absolute.
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Fleeting memories rush through my mind.
Visions of fireworks on the river, flashing brightly in the sky.
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yeah I'm severely depressed.
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I don't know what to do anymore. I've said all I can say.
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The music plays, emotions soar,
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I fall asleep thinking of your face. I see your sexy smile and I begin to shiver in anticipation.
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Heart twisted and broken;
Uncertainty lingering in my mind.
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Sitting here thinking about life,
You enter my thoughts at least once every five minutes.
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The pain is seeping in from every corner,
Extinguishing the light from my life.
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Still a child, I stand alone in a woman's body.
I watch you and I wonder what you see in me.
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I think your name and a grin begins to form.
I hear your voice and smile can soon be seen.
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Wasn't I smart?
I let this stupid crap happen again.
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I'm sick of all the pain.
I'm tired of living for you instead of me.
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I am never enough.
I'm not skinny enough.
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Who needs you anyways?
I mean it's only been a year almost to date since he raped me.
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What's wrong with me?
I know what happened, so why do I insist upon pushing this?
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Your voice is an angel's wings against my face,
the sweet breath caressing my cheek even when you are not near.
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I saw you when I got pregnant.
You were always there.
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I didn't know you but you must have been special.
I read in the newspaper article how you were well loved.
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Standing back watching the craziness, no one notices me,no one cares, ignorance is bliss.
Men and women line the streets in masks and are ready to party.
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I've been missing you a lot lately.
I see you online sometimes, but it doesn't matter.
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The music lives inside of me.
It is hidden deep within my soul.
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I tried talking to you last night.
It didn't work.
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Just shut up!
You're complaining about things that you do to yourself.
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Pitter Patter Pitter Patter
The sweet sound of little feet running to meet me at the door.
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Searching for a way out,
I'm lost in the confusion.
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The last rose of summer, my heart has yet to see.
My love for you has not yet died.
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I swore I wouldn't let this happen again.
I wouldn't let you get to me.
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I see the light fade.
A strange nothingness overcomes me.
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Father's Day has come and gone,
and still I hear nothing from you.
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I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
My best friend is always mad at me.
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Every touch makes me flinch.
Every look appears so menacing.
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What's wrong with you?
Why can't you just love me?
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