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There she is
Sitting across a table
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Constant unrelenting pain
Uncaring and neglectful
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Starts as a whisper
But turns to a scream
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Rudolf the red nosed
Wait, wait, um no
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Gazing in the mirror
Watching the lines slowly blur
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Fog creeps in again
Clouding my mind
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Stomach sinks again
Body flushed and hot
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I thought I’d grown cold
Shut down my emotions
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Emerging from my cocoon
Discovering a newness
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Confined by morality
Imprisoned by reality
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I have lived my life
Dying a little with each breath
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Love and pain
Though seemingly opposites
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No one sees the pain
Hidden beneath a smile
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Pulling me down
Sucking me under
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Cut this heart from me
Take this pain away
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What have I done?
My stomach in knots
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I can feel it
Uncaring ways
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Limbs grow cold
Body becomes numb
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Search in solitude
Seeking the other half
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Mind ripping apart
Too many thoughts
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\All these painful memories
Wishing they’d leave me
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Sudden impact
Pitch black darkness
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Is what they say true?
Similarities between us two
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Contemplation of many questions
Life is so wrong in general
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The cycle will not break
Perpetual loneliness
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Needle invades the skin
Penetrating the flesh
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So pissed over a bunny
I want him dead
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So much the same
But so far apart
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Screams fall on deaf ears
No benevolent being
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Pain is my epitaph
I am the dead
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