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Hold On Me

Time passes.
Sand drips.

by ShadowsOfControl 55 lines, 2 comments, on Feb 20 12:36 AM. In Thoughts, Weird, My life, Teen issues, Sad, Pain, Dark, Other, Hope
Pendulum

You just want this to be over
Just want this to be dead

by ShadowsOfControl 21 lines, on Dec 31 1:45 AM 2008. In Dark, Other, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, Life
Ramble

11-24-08
I'm not like that now. I know better. I know now that people lie & promises can be broken as quick as they are made. I understand

by ShadowsOfControl 30 lines, on Nov 26 12:35 AM 2008. In Personal, Thoughts, Weird, Suicide, Self, Happiness, Freewrite, Depression, M
[ Her wrists are marked with blame ]

Her wrists are marked with blame
The cuts were hid in shame

by ShadowsOfControl 24 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 6 11:22 PM 2008. In Pain, Personal, Sad, Dark, Life, Depressed
New Me

She's moved forward
Why can't anyone see?

by ShadowsOfControl 51 lines, on Sep 3 11:18 PM 2008. In My life, Friendship, Happiness, Personal., Personal, Thoughts, Life, Other
Staring At A Girl

I wish this wasn’t real That you were here

by ShadowsOfControl 32 lines, 1 comment, on Jun 26 12:14 AM 2008. In Pain, Personal, Sad, Dark, Life, Thoughts
[Life is truly amazing]

Life is truly amazing. Seriously, there so many things in life that can make you happy. What's made me realize this? Staying up til like

by ShadowsOfControl 19 lines, 1 comment, on May 24 1:41 PM 2008

Open

Whenever you open up You have a chance

by ShadowsOfControl 42 lines, on May 4 6:41 PM 2008. In Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, Dark, Life, Other, Lost in thought, Self
The Last Letter

Dear BLAH,
You wrote me an email... How nice of you! You don't get it, do you? I said I'm done, that I never want you to contact me, aga

by ShadowsOfControl 20 lines, on Apr 18 12:49 AM 2008. In Life, Pain, Personal, Thoughts, Self, Family, Other
[ Thoughts ]

by ShadowsOfControl 30 lines, 1 comment, on Mar 16 10:55 PM 2008. In Dark, Pain, Depression, Other, Sad, Suicide, Depressed, Personal
Hard To Remain In Control

I want to move on
Forget that time and place

by ShadowsOfControl 45 lines, 1 comment, on Mar 10 12:51 AM 2008. In Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, Dark, Hope, Life, Other, Depressed, Depressio
Not Too Late

Sometimes you can't feel it There's only numbness

by ShadowsOfControl 29 lines, on Mar 8 12:59 AM 2008
[ Reality haunts me ]

Reality haunts me As I try to fall asleep

by ShadowsOfControl 12 lines, on Feb 1 12:43 AM 2008. In Dark, Hope, Life, Other, Thoughts, Personal, Pain, Sad
[ Suicide isn't me ]

by ShadowsOfControl 23 lines, on Feb 1 12:38 AM 2008. In Thoughts, Hope, Life, Dark, Personal, Other

Learning How To Fall

It's not easy
But I'm learning to fall

by ShadowsOfControl 21 lines, 2 comments, on Dec 27 12:08 AM 2007. In Weird, Thoughts, Personal, Pain, Other, My life, Self, Inspirational, Dedicat
Why?

I'm still here I'm alive today

by ShadowsOfControl 59 lines, 1 comment, on Dec 15 11:01 PM 2007. In Hope, Life, Thoughts, Personal, Pain, Sad, Other, Suicide, Depressed, Self, My life
Disappoint

I'd like to say I'm fine

by ShadowsOfControl 31 lines, 1 comment, on Nov 28 9:34 AM 2007. In Life, Personal, Thoughts, Other, My life, Self
I'm In Control

Fuck you And all your shit

by ShadowsOfControl 27 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 30 9:30 AM 2007. In Other, Pain, Personal, Thoughts, Life, My life, Anger, Depression, Self
An Old Friend

She sits on her bed Knees tucked in

by ShadowsOfControl 38 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 30 9:24 AM 2007. In Dark, Hope, Life, Thoughts, Sad, Personal, Pain, Other, Sadness, Depression, Self
Not Smiling

Unbelieveably
She falls apart

by ShadowsOfControl 23 lines, on Oct 22 9:47 AM 2007
Lost

Lost in thought In a daze

by ShadowsOfControl 23 lines, on Oct 22 9:41 AM 2007. In Life, Pain, Personal, Sad

I Can Always Trust You

Last year was tough Losing friends I thought I'd known

by ShadowsOfControl 27 lines, 1 comment, on Oct 22 9:38 AM 2007. In Hope, Life, Other, Pain, Personal
I Choose...

by ShadowsOfControl 50 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 21 9:46 AM 2007. In Hope, Life, Thoughts, Personal, Pain, Self, Sadness, Anger, Depression, My life, Sad
It's Hard

it's hard to stop
hard to face

by ShadowsOfControl 31 lines, on Aug 30 5:20 PM 2007. In Dark, Life, Hope, Other, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts
World of Mine

This world of mine is dark Words cut like a knife

by ShadowsOfControl 8 lines, 2 comments, on Aug 18 3:51 PM 2007. In Dark, Life, Other, Pain, Personal, Sad, Depressed, Depression, Sadness
Trying to Move Forward

Please don’t break me / I want to let you in / Not shut you out / Leave you behind / Like I’ve done / Every other time / I’m trying to move

by ShadowsOfControl 31 lines, on Jun 21 3:35 PM 2007. In Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, Dark, Life
[ Facing her past ]

Facing her past / Things she once tried to hide / To herself she lied / By saying everything’s fine / When inside she was falling to pieces / Hiding behind a fake smile / With tears behind her eyes / She hi

by ShadowsOfControl 52 lines, on Jun 21 3:32 PM 2007. In Personal, Sad, Life, Thoughts, Dark, Pain, Depression, Self
This Isn't Her

No confidence / Lots of hiding / No screaming / No yelling / Lots of pain / And slow tears / That roll down her cheeks / The pain is in her eyes / Don't you see? / A smile / A laugh / She hides beh

by ShadowsOfControl 23 lines, 3 comments, on Jun 4 12:39 AM 2007. In Dark, Hope, Life, Pain, Other, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, this isn't her, happy
Give In or Take Control?

Guilty / Why'd I try / It made things harder / More pain to hide / It was stupidity / Trying to take my own life / Numb / Gave the razor a whirl / The pressure on my skin / The cut / The blood / I

by ShadowsOfControl 53 lines, 3 comments, on Jun 1 1:08 AM 2007. In Personal, Life, Thoughts, Dark, Pain, Contro, Depression, Sadness, Self Harm Suicide
[ Thoughts have appeared once more ]

Thoughts have appeared once more / Maybe I should let go / As I sit alone at night / Thinking suicide / Cutting has stopped / The blade so sharp / The skin so white / It makes it feel real / It makes me f

by ShadowsOfControl 22 lines, 2 comments, on May 24 7:24 PM 2007. In Personal, Sad, Life, Thoughts, Other, Pain, Suicide, Depression, Depressed, Self
Give Up?

Lost / In a world unknown / Fall / Into dark / Scraped and bruised / Don't make a sound / Is it time / To die now? / To give up / Not try / To stop the tears / Behind these eyes / Not listen / To a

by ShadowsOfControl 20 lines, 2 comments, on May 24 2:30 PM 2007. In Dark, Life, Pain, Other, Personal, Sad
Help

Trustworthy...not / Everyone leaves / Promises always break / Love always fades / And tears always sting / Pushing / Shoving / Closing the

by ShadowsOfControl 41 lines, on May 24 2:24 PM 2007. In Hope, Life, Other, Personal, Thoughts, Friends
???

Confused / In a haze / Lucid from nightmares / She never thought / She'd face / The blunt of a joke / Taken too far / Confidence slipping /

by ShadowsOfControl 27 lines, on May 24 10:08 AM 2007. In Dark, Life, Other, Pain, Thoughts, Sad, Personal
How Much More...

How much more / Can she tkae / Before she breaks / How many nights / Must she lie awake / Crying silently / Can you hear / Her weeps? / Do

by ShadowsOfControl 30 lines, on May 24 10:02 AM 2007. In Dark, Life, Other, Pain, Personal, Thoughts
Everything's All Right...

Don't know why I cry / Try so hard / To hold it all inside / But pretty soon I break / Tearing my world apart / Everything crumbling / Don'

by ShadowsOfControl 23 lines, on May 24 9:55 AM 2007. In Dark, Life, Other, Pain, Thoughts, Sad, Personal

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