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I fuck everything up so badly, who would want to love me? And even IF they wanted to, how could they? I'm not beautifully broken, I'm hor
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Mommy why don't you love me?
Why can't I feel your gentle, soothing touch?
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Exactly how much worse can things get before the conditions are considered miserable enough to allow for a small window of escape?
Or will it all be too late a
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The hardest part of living is waking up
When you pray each night not to
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Sometimes I need something stronger- sharper
Something that feels real
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My eyes they cry tears
My heart it beats on
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One last fuck up
One last cut
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I hate the way you act it annoys me to the point of wishing you could just dissapeer from my life You act like yo
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You said that you weren't going to hurt me
You said that you cared
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We were the best of friends
We always vowed "chicks before dicks"
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Before you my idea of love was as naiive as hugs, kisses; and the three words "I love you"
After you my idea of love is a few memories that leave you feeling d
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I cant do this anymore
I cant deal with my pain
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I want to protect you
From everything thta could ever hurt you
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I used to make fun of the girls that you liked
I'm sorry but it's just that you could do so much better and it killed me to see you go for someone like them
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happiness is like a butterfly i caught it once and couldnt hold on so it flew away...
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In my reality i'm safe
It's when I step out of my reality that things go wrong
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I look at the worl through someone else's eyes
When I still saw the world through my eyes it seemed happy and full of exciting oppurtunities
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I wonder if I told you how I felt if we'd still be togetter
If only I had said "Ilove you"
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I didn't even remember having someone on top of me
I didn't even remember what happened to me
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When you told me you loved me my heart stopped
When I told you that I loved you back it started beating again and everything felt just right
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Mommy what happened
To how close we used to be
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Don't you get it by now
I've tried twice that you know of to kill myself
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I can quiet the angry words coming out of my mouth
I can hold back my eye's angry glares
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She regrets
She regrets her mom's concern and still being alive
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She hides
She hides behind a mask of happiness
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She looks at her life through eyes unknown
Black and white there are no colors
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Do you know what it's like to be over the edge with no hope of coming back
Do you know what it's like to cry for no apparent reason
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Slit, another wound on this already wounded flesh
Drip drop the blood falls
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I'm sorry I'm so angry
I'm sorry I"m so depressed
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I wish we had never met
I wish you never had told me that you cared for me
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No longer do I believe
In the lord above
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Cut... the blood drips
Another scar that will never heal
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Another cut
Another moment of pain
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As the blood falls on my already tear stained face
I want you to realize the pain that I've been put through
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I hate you
Your ruining my already too sheltered too nothing life
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