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When I was little I thought I was a Christian, and I thought I knew about faith
And I knew it had to be true, because back then my mom was
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I used to draw pictures of beautiful trees, full of flowers and green And if I could see them I am sure they would smell
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I wish that I could make my music sound like
A little girl drowning or a deer getting shot
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So I'm down on my sleep, and whenever I think I eat And when I think about that I run, and when I run I think more
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I don't need your hand because I've already got one plus a spare
And I do not need your breath, a surplus of diseased air
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No matter what I do I'm wrong, I miss when life was like A piece of taffy, it was always sweet, and the only problems were
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Sometimes I drive, when I'm not good Inside my brain, and the road curves in a sexy suicidal sway
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Today, When I walked through the oils of humanity, it put stains
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Somedays I don't know how far I want to fall
From everything I am, used to be a clown, spinning round with that stupid scary creepy
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A pull towards lunar lustings, and chant Om to clear your head
In the name of the great demon who conquered Asia, we pray your evil to pow
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Skin cracks create what illusions couldn't, see
Seeping through, crimson traditions lead to the fall
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Fluorescent lighting from a corporate empire blinds me
Makes me feel like the walls are too small when my ears begin to ring
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A sperm spill accident, pollution past the pain of pills
And ovaries ovulate an acidic ooze past the thighs of my
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I will commit ultimate sin with a devilish grin
When I show soft petals of a rose, amongst the rotting of my skin
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Emptiness in a dial tone, kiss me with invisibility
Absense eating away, lonliness has an acidic feel
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It's my birthday and nobody knows
Invisibilty makes me feel bad
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Hallucinations feed my ego
'Til it overinflates and explodes inside me
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Of the rot consuming her mouth and eyes
Sometimes, you should just let things go
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I'm sitting in the Anchorage airport
With the ideas of SOAD pulsing through my brain
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You were sad so I got you lover's seats in the dining faculty
Next to that boy you said you really like, 'cause I know he likes you too
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There's a pretty tree by the smoker's picnic table
And it's addicted to nicotine and I'm addicted to climbing
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In a darkened room I sit and type you messages of I miss you
What skin is visible through army issued shorts and a baggy tee is illuminate
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I want to fly away, high above the smell of shit
Escaping from the anus of anatomy of us
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I hear rumor you like fruit of the sweetest kind
So I present you with a most sultry specimen, take a lustful bite
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As we sip chai tea on the moon
Spices melting the candy in a velvety film around our tongues
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I beg you my breath deprived lungs to sate, I cannot run from my weakness
I never could appreciate, words spoken by the speechless
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A light in this dismal realm we call life, suffering
Exsistance in a world ruled by shadows, pointless, it screams
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A lie, always, burning into everything, I do nothing but
Dream, of everything I despise, flashbacks are the present
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Scream, call my name for I hide
I love you, I'll carve it into my flesh
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Once, I burst forth from my flesh, a pair of marvelous wings
In agony I watched the bones protrude, a welcoming for solitude
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Without hesitation, I'll sacrifice myself for one minute with you
To feel the heat from the friction of skin against skin, to watch your lips move as you speak
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Palid face, I have nothing left inside
Take away this pain, and my bottom lip will tremble
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As acidic goodbyes pour from my lips, I speak words I'd never say
And I'll kiss you to silence me, tongues entangled, our eyes will laugh
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I'll slit my throat and attempt to scream The secrets within, they eat through my flesh
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