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Dear Lord, Forgive me from wandering away.
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So this is my dilemma
This deep embedded fear:
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The pain just keeps on growing,
I just wish the blood could keep on flowing.
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Like sun fades
At end of day
by Nick B
16 lines, 5 comments,
on Feb 29 4:19 PM 2008. In cutting
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That I could carve these bloody lines
To save me from my hell.
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The only sign that time has passed:
Ink flowing from my pen.
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So next time you see me
Don't wish you could be me
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It steps and stomps upon me
Till I've given up the fight.
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And there the lion's ruddy eyes
Shall flow with tears of gold,
by Nick B
11 lines, 2 comments,
on Jan 27 8:55 AM 2008
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I am the walking lie,
The hypocrite incarnate,
by Nick B
17 lines, 6 comments,
on Jan 24 2:11 PM 2008
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A broken soul,
A heart of stone;
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I've lost my friends,
I'm waiting for this life to end.
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I'm so pissed off
I think suicide
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I'm here for you
The one in need
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Flash a false smile,
And only I know the true me;
by Nick B
5 lines, 1 comment,
on Jan 11 11:30 AM 2008. In lies, sad
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Your not alone
I'm here whenever you need
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It lasted for a while
And while it did I smiled;
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A moment of happiness,
A brief window of peace.
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But finally my words seem to rhyme
And I can let down my disguise.
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Don't know it will last
But I'm free from my past,
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My friends remain the same,
But from experience I’ve grown.
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I've been served a helping of depression
Now its become my obsession
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I'm there for them,
They love me so,
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This game is life, and I've been beat.
I give up, this is defeat;
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Not a poem, a memoir for the greatest man i ever knew
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I didn't want to see you go
Back to Remuda Ranch.
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But I couldn't let the girl I knew
Die from anorexia...
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Insomnia is draining me,
Oh when will this end?
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You tell me that she hates you;
She says that everything's your fault.
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Feelings Inside;
Who I am hates who I was and who I am hates who I am.
by Nick B
8 lines, 4 comments,
on Jan 8 9:38 AM 2008
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I cannot talk to her, but only see.
It is a moment I cannot abide,
by Nick B
25 lines,
on Jan 7 12:09 PM 2008
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Everyday my glass fills up
With poison from my soul.
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Feelings Inside,
pouring out
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So next time that you wonder why I feel the way I do;
I suffer from depression, it's not because of you.
by Nick B
24 lines, 1 comment,
on Jan 7 9:23 AM 2008
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