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What I would give for a drink To feel the cold liquid boil as it circulates through my blood
by MuteForNow
5 lines, 1 comment,
on Jul 8 3:15 AM
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Here I am alone again Smothered by everything around me
by MuteForNow
6 lines, 1 comment,
on Jun 6 7:30 AM
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Can't decide if I should find him ill minded, or if I should admire the way his sword is drawn so quickly from his side before the battle even begins. Still, his weapon swings out and through live or inanimate objects if ever
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This ringing in my ears That aching in my veins
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You saw it first and tried to warn me But I thought I was bullet proof
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I dare you to touch me Lay a hand on me, go ahead
by MuteForNow
16 lines, 1 comment,
on May 3 4:06 PM
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Run away, little girl You are tattered and torn
by MuteForNow
11 lines, 1 comment,
on May 3 3:54 PM
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what do i have to do to make you feel anything else i've done everything so far
by MuteForNow
11 lines, 4 comments,
on Apr 26 8:42 PM
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Leave me Burry me
by MuteForNow
8 lines, 3 comments,
on Apr 12 6:53 PM
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i would say that i'd like to take the final leap. that fatal final leap, where it's too deep and too dark to find your way back or climb your way out.
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It would be cliche to say that whenever there's a mountain, I try to move it. I started off with just throwing rocks into the ocean, but now I want the whole brick wall to fall into the water and wash away.
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breathless
unable to move a muscle except the ones in your jaw as they clench tighter and tighter
by MuteForNow
7 lines, 1 comment,
on Apr 6 5:39 PM
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Walking around, pacing, racing, tracing every step I've taken in the last few days. Can't figure out where I'm going, but I know I'm still going nowhere.
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It's been so long since I've felt this way Felt it real, like I want it to stay
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I might kill myself tonight If alcohol don't do it first
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I saw him from across the room. He was leaning casually against the wall in the back.
by MuteForNow
32 lines, 1 comment,
on Jan 28 2:14 AM
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Something happens to me when I look at you What it is, I wish you knew
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I stood outside at the crack of dawn today.
Just standing there, alone.
by MuteForNow
45 lines, 3 comments,
on Jan 21 1:43 PM
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I wish I could make it stop. The phone calls, the random visits.
by MuteForNow
20 lines, 1 comment,
on Jan 20 2:00 AM
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Promise me you'll treat me better than the ones before
And I'll promise you I'll give you everything you want and more
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Circling and pacing
Start another day
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Wanna run a mile, wanna stay in bed
Gotta get up, gotta go somewhere
by MuteForNow
49 lines, 2 comments,
on Jan 13 11:25 AM
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This is how I feel today I'm stubborn and I'm weak
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It's been pretty quiet here all day. Just been sitting on the couch watching various t.v. shows.
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I watched you sleep last night. A little strange I know, but I couldn't take my eyes off you.
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the one person i thought was listening just walked out the door.
by MuteForNow
23 lines, 2 comments,
on Jan 8 10:24 PM
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Brain washed, brain dead, no brain at all. All systems turned off and we're down for the count.
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Be there when I call Hold my hand when there's no one at all
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If you could see what's happening on the inside, you'd shutter in fear. Coiling like a giant snake, my stomach twists and turns like it's been wound up with a key.
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Breathe lightly, rest your mind Shut down now, close your eyes
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I'm writing this just for you.
I've been awake now since around six thirty in the morning.
by MuteForNow
24 lines, 2 comments,
on Jan 7 10:50 AM
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I woke up to the thought of losing everything I've worked for.
Somehow it just seemed typical.
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A third of Brandy and six Advils in, my face begins to go numb. I watch you close your eyes and sleep peacefully on the floor about ten feet away from me, where you sleep every night.
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All I wanna do today, is cry my eyes out. I wanna bleed, I wanna sink into unconsciousness, and then I wanna die.
by MuteForNow
32 lines, 1 comment,
on Jan 7 9:21 AM
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