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A wall within the inbetween,
find the courage to grace the scene
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do your best to out-wit her,
ironic,
you can't kid a kidder,
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senseless twirling,
become the mad hatter,
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your halo suits the ground,
palm to palm, round and round
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you're just another stranger,
shy away,
vanish,
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Loosen your trigger finger,
don't dare let it linger,
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softened by the calm pretender,
lips that lie and soon offend her,
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and without frame, of mind,
let these walls unravel, unwind.
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repeat this frown, chin down silly clown,
patterns unseen, narcissistic drama queen.
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family whispers of evident warning,
still i heard nothing, internal storming.
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feel the touch of a secret well kept,
the cold quiet night I finally slept.
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Friends lie and lovers cheat,
guard my heart and smiles keep,
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What do I make of this untimely grave?
By the hand of their own,
I could not save.
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Rippled resentment, a dumbfounding dose
Twisted and bent, so far yet so close
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Ashen lashes, a blank empty stare
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Light dances across the ceiling now,
to guide this failing faith somehow.
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Betrayed by a single act of drug induced deceit, I gave you a part of me I hope you'll keep.
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A grasp to choke the life from this whore
I go not in vain, though still wondering what for
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Endure - Sept. 22nd, 2008
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one red pill, nineteen red pills
the side table wears the liquor i spilled
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My heart flutters in the dust-settled light
vision obstructed with my blind sight
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Sprawled across the floor on this lonely Thursday
Still something tells me it will be okay
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as our wounded past burns to the ground
we're dancing in the ashes without a sound
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calm down, silly clown
your over reacting, sanity lacking
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/ Negligent to the label / zoning out, unstable / my blood; warm, rushing through me / losing touch, it's perfect you see / inside myself,
by MaidMistaken
55 lines, 4 comments,
on May 14 10:26 AM 2007
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Muffled screams and pure regret / Violated. Perfectly. I'll never forget. / "Wanna play doctor?" he said, as he yanked on my dress / Pulled
by MaidMistaken
57 lines, 6 comments,
on May 8 10:13 AM 2007
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[[May 4th, 2007]] / / / I used to admire all he was made of / Once perfect and untouched, now empty love / / Aged and wise, for his eyes
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Psycho analystics didn't do enough for lil 'ol me
I still laugh inside myself, tehehe.
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"This habit will take me and break whats within only because of my desire to be thin"
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Hiding in the back shadows of my mind this pain would subside, if I could decide
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