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"Dear God," I cry "I need You tonight
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I thought this would be easy
That it wouldn't hurt this bad
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Curly brown hair sits upon the head
Of my strong, blue-eyed teddy bear
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Father up in Heaven
Only You know my pain
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I do not understand
Why this would happen
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I can feel it
Swirling around
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I read the headlines
Listen to the news
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You took me in
Warmed my heart
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He is the type of man
To remain humble while
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You only see her
Blonde hair, blue eyes
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He doesn't notice me at first
Behind the crowd of people.
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[verse one]
Here I stand, broken down
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It's Christmas time
and that means parties
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So many times I've tried
To not let this happen
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I have failed again and repeated an action
That should never be done at all
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Little doubts
Nothing significant
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Cold rocks form the walls
Dripping water can be heard
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It happens so many times
Life throws me to the wind
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So many times my heart has broken
Not knowing when it will heal
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To remember you has caused such pain / I didn't want to scream in the dark / Too many times I've cried to sleep / And not remember, like you remember me / To think of times from the past / Causes grief of many
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The memories come back / The painful scars / The alternative routes / To releasing the hurt / Is there nothing / That can be done / To release me from / All this guilt? / I wish to be free / To liv
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I tried to push you / Out of this mind / Tried to sleep and / Not cry this time / It didn't work / The tears remain / All that is left / Misery and pain / These pooling tears / Continue to flow
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We used to talk / And be best friends / But now you've gone / And left me out / I hate the way you / Treat me these days / I hate the ways / Your eyes just glaze / When I speak my
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Sometimes I wonder If you can see
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These years have purpose Though it may be hidden
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Not focusing Brain pounding
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Mind numb Nothing coherent
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Don't be depressed My darling, my love
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So many times I stumble Just trying to be right
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Chocolate brown eyes Windows to your soul
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The heart says one thing, but can the mind comprehend?
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My sacred haven Carefully designed
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