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Geometric chaos in red and orange, forests full of pyres Sending up sacramental flames of death and birth:
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If you say you want to kill yourself, Do it.
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Horizontal contemplations,
Particles existing, changing;
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Purposeless waking, walking, talking, When will it end?
by Khoka
8 lines,
on Nov 23 4:52 PM 2008
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I remain; Undead. Pictures hung high fade in release,
by Khoka
23 lines, 2 comments,
on Sep 23 1:16 AM 2008. In Dark
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A gentle stroll to clear the head,
Among the harvest of what's thought dead.
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Dear friend and where have we found ourselves?
Stripped us each bare and out the window,
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I am a doctor's son; winter sun screams palely.
Feel it in my soul- brown and grey and gone,
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Is it human to feel sub-human?
A self-obssessed, self-loathing Christian?
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On a floor drowning in ashes, Seeping vomit and beer and laughs.
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My first thought is if it's worth it. Will my very veins collapse?
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written in conjunction with sir james.
by Khoka
11 lines, 2 comments,
on Dec 18 2:13 AM 2006. In Lyrics
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I sat on a curb and thought-
Life and death and art and war.
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Falling asleep
Paying attention
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Trees hold high
High as they might
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But he continued holding it -
His hands had fled feeling.
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Darkness is all I remember:
The taste of dirt, the smell of neighbors
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You look past my face at something behind.
Self-control or Self-indulgence?
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Come with me, behind
closed doors you will fall onto
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Forgotten, on the city bus
I cannot move, but cannot stay still
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The streets flame with that stench,
That stench of waiting,
by Khoka
15 lines, 2 comments,
on Apr 13 11:30 PM 2006. In Other
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I woke up this morning to find myself on the floor again.
I must have rolled over the safety rail for the thirty-seventh time this week.
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A warm body in a freezing river,
A precious angel you have become
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Its days likes these where I feel so close to death, I almost smile.
Rain - the world I live in made tangible to others
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Gone from me.
I am left with fading memories-
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The ground around me crumbles
I walk towards the house, black with wind
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Leaves, leaves, leaves,
Are worse than queefs, queefs, queefs.
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