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I fordged an invitation to my new life, br
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Someone should child proof this house,
Hide all of the sharp objects and lock away the prescription medication,
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I am a caged bird,
With an open door,
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The window frames the damp afternoon,
Fingers fall limp,
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This numb sensation
B R A N C H E S out
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I stroke the threads and pluck a song.
Isolated,
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Blend the colors on the canvas,
They coincide and support abstract creation.
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This momentum from obligation keeps me going,
That dalliance was purely lonely hearts.
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Pause- convince fleeing emotion that departure isn't and option.
Stone- communication engraved what actions couldn't.
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This self portrait wasn't painted to resemble,
Those faces contradict the eye.
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Manipulate this malnutritiond heart
Erase who you're too oblivious to look for,
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My antidote- it's been misplaced
Blur my vision- my fingers lodged in refusal
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Self implode - let my carcase serve as a reminder.
Will the carpet ever blush again?
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Penitentiary- a prisoner content in desperation.
A scheme in which no boundary line pertains.
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Slit and lips and pray they heal together.
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It's high expectations for me to adapt.
Expose the underlying message of unwelcome hostility.
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Naive my heart accepts anything as blood.
His ammunition is complimentary remarks.
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Humor me and continue the appreciated absence.
Switch their shoes without hesitation if my hand played god.
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Desperate for your naive eyes to open,
I see my reflection yet a connection is refused.
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Look me in the eyes and bluntly promise a lie.
Entrusting who deserved the knowledge,
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Simplicity of ones presence triggers a dramatic emotional snare.
Embellish and feed upon the impure fruit of my heart.
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Acid regret dissolves any sign of recovering,
Tampered vision unknowingly for my eyes show the unthinkable.
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Lodge opinions down my throat so I speak your lies.
Ignore willingness and deny my presence.
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Sew your lips for hypocritical slanders seep uncontrollably.
Replace the knife of imaginary lies with your own.
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Stab my back to touch my heart,
Paralysed forgetting to beat.
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Acid guilt seeps through my frozen veins,
Tranquilizers fail to phase awoken shame.
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Morals pushed to the limits by adolescence,
Decisions made that tomorrow regrets.
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Exploited.
No morals to fall upon to cushion the impact.
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Rewind to my last resort,
The time filling should cease to exist.
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Cut my throat and drain my blood,
Let my sins puddle on the floor.
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I walk through life wearing a blindfold.
My heart is clay,
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The body formally known as human,
The being that once was accepted.
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Dreams are only fairy tales.
Fabricated in our minds.
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