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I'm writing this today in sorrow,
And it's on time I had to steal and borrow,
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Somewhere from within the depths inside me,
Springs out this beast of hate and spite,
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What does this remind you of,
Something out of a high school drama?
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Part of me wants to be angry and yell,
But those parts are tiny and locked away in a cell,
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Here's where I'm going to have a hard time finding what to say,
Yet when it comes down to it there's no other way,
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The longer I stare at the ceiling,
The bigger the cracks seem to be,
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I need you,
But you don't see me,
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Speech goes in one ear and out of the other,
No one stops for even a second to think of another,
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Help me find a way to be sure,
I know that I myself am nowhere near pure,
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The true meeting of hearts seems blurred with years,
And over all this time I haven't lost all my tears,
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There's nothing in the rearview mirror but the fog I passed,
No shapes forming or sounds that are unfamiliar,
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Dried tears upon my rosy cheeks,
Too weak to wipe them away,
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Miraculous this emotion called fear, / Turning it over inside the brain, / Contemplating what it does to the body, / Pondering what it can
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Tomorrow is another day of hope / Outside it's raining but inside I'm whole / Remembering things of long ago doesn't help / Neither then or now was have I been more elated. / Forgetting my past relationship is ha
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Penetrating what I imagine to be your eyes / Even in my thoughts I can hear what you'd say / Near is far and far is near / Dear heart we'll
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Meandering thoughts linger near / Every good thing seems to come to an end / Never believing it could be over / Denying all evidence it is
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These eyes of mine are still closed yet still see, / All of the shit that's happened between you and me, / I despise the thoughts you put i
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Admidst all the talk and stammers of passerby, / It sometimes becomes difficult to remember why, / You've gone somewhere in the first place
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A heart broken too many times before now, / Finally mended once again only to tear into two pieces, / One bigger than the other but not really more dominant, / There is no hole, both pieces are strong. / The larg
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Despite the company surrounding me, / I'm quite comfortable here in the silence, / Full of the life around that no one sees, / Yes it's a v
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Months have slowly passed since my thoughts passed on to paper, / As the feelings found their way to the box in my mind, / They fought through the jungle of memories buried there, / To find no way out and no solace in t
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Lately I've felt pulled in two directions, As if my body is at a crossroads,
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Blood inside the viens is starting to boil, The heat from the fear and rage is peaking,
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Somehow the sound of your voice still lingers in my head, Though I haven't heard the sound in what seems like years,
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Soon you will see how the story will go, Quietly the eyes will follow the object,
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Is he alright, The wondering,
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The tears are never ending now it seems, My heart isn't in pieces it is simply broken,
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Wanting to be at the back of the line, Isn't something normal for most it would seem,
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There is a pain inside that I can't control, Neither can I comprehend what it really is,
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The shadow on the wall sends a shiver down my spine, It can't be my own the light isn't right...
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After what seemed like an eternity, I have struggled through my tragic mess,
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It's hard to believe that it's been seven years, Back then they'd say we were just kids.
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Eighteen years of my life have thus come and gone, Sometimes it hardly seems quite that much,
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