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Have I accepted it so completely, that cold dead space inside myself?
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I dread the moments of clarity in an otherwise clouded brain / when the thoughts start to flow. / Emotions and thoughts rise to the surface, / and I am weak. / I can't ignore how weak I am. / Re
by HotaruJRa
38 lines, 1 comment,
on Jun 29 6:32 PM 2007
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She seemed so young and lithe
even then she had begun to age.
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For those of you that are new, or want comments... I hope this doens't apply to you.
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I gaze off into the uncertain distance
Lost and alone, cold and shivering
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silent trickle
burn and peel
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I gaze into your sleeping face,
the worries, so constant, have faded away,
by HotaruJRa
22 lines, 7 comments,
on Dec 6 11:08 PM 2004. In Love
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Another year older,
Another year with nothing new
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Days that never happened embed themselves in my head.
Thoughts of you,
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Surrounded by broken auras,
and walls dulled by tears of sorrow.
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I saw you there today,
lost in your own little world. Seeing you alive,
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A small smile forms on my face
as I think of all that will be.
by HotaruJRa
47 lines, 9 comments,
on Nov 13 12:01 AM 2003. In Dark
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Careening through space
tendrils reach out to caress
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To the world in general, I don't exist.
To a few I am only a distraction
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The chattering teeth
sing their song of woe
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Good and evil are constantly at war
a fight between two equal powers
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A rumble of a distant train
slowly wending it's way through the dim maze of despair
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A rumble of a distant train
slowly wending it's way through the maze of despair
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Hang me up from a torturous machine,
bloody from the lives of those before.
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stolen bits of happiness
lick at the dry barren plains within me.
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A strain of music,
a lonely tear,
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A warm place..
once surrounded in comforting shadows,
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All that is good will die.
Memories encased in time,
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Time twists back upon itself
frolicking in my state of nothingness,
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Never good enough
can never be good enough
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Again on my pedestal.
good enough for no one
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Bogged down.
Oh please if I could only escape this.
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Again and agian,
I force my way forward
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Here I go again.
Floating through life again.
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I remember a time
when the whole world was beauty.
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I'm there again.
At that place where I never wanted to be.
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