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I follow you into the darkness, cold, shaking and scared, you’re hand grasps for mine, but I push it away, the silence between us, deathly, the atmosphere icy. Tell me? Where were you, a year ago on this day?
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Everything here just reminds me of you, I'm stuck in nowhere and I don't know what to do,
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I find myself thinking, About you and me,
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What happens when fire and ice mix? Which one is extinguished,
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She'll never understand, That what she's doing isnt right,
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I'm in the process of giving you all I can, But it's taking me some time,
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I can feel you deep within me, I can feel you between my thighs,
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If I go back a moment, I remember what I used to be,
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Take me to bed, Slide off my dress,
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My keys in the door to another house, Material objects all that surrounds,
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My keys in the door to another house, Material objects all that surrounds,
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Pen and Paper in my hand as he makes love to me. Soft and sensual kisses planted upon my neck.
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I close my eyes, My mind has been buzzing all night,
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My heart is like a patchwork quilt, It's been broken so many times,
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Every word your saying is cutting me deeper, I've torn myself open,
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I'm engulfed within a darkness, I don't like the emptiness I feel,
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Another mention of a song,
My writers bloc comes along,
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And I don't think,
Anybody understands,
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And now I'm fed up of being alone,
Fed up of feeling alone,
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And as time goes by,
and everyone moves on,
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And the tears streaming unnecessarily down her face,
She feels out of place,
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And nothing better to do than cut out confetti hearts, / with music blaring out real loud, / And the laughter of a crowd. / She once had someone to care, / But he walked away and now he's not there, / She cr
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She's an angel with a dirty face, / The tears are running down her cheeks, / fed up of feeling like a freak, / sitting outside on the step, / Cigarette in one hand and a pen in the other, / writing about her wee
by Freakish-Lizzie
19 lines, 2 comments,
on Jun 11 11:07 AM 2007. In Abuse, Dark, Fantasy, hope, life, pain, personal, sad, teenage thinking
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I taught myself it was wrong to feel, / I bottled it up till it made me ill, / I cried every night because of what you did, / U destroyed my life until there was nothing left of it. / I ached for you to come
by Freakish-Lizzie
27 lines, 2 comments,
on May 24 9:06 AM 2007. In Abuse, Dark, Hope, Life, Nature, other, pain, personal, sad, society, used, anger
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I could tell he wanted it more than me by the way he screamed my name, / pulling my head to suck his sick, / it's all part of the game. / I'm his mistress, / His little whore, / Doesn't matter what he asks
by Freakish-Lizzie
20 lines, 2 comments,
on May 24 8:58 AM 2007. In Abuse, Dark, Hope, Life, Nature, other, pain, personal, sad, society, used, anger
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And as I hand over his stuff, / I see the way she looks at me, / eyeing me up, / looking me down, / Cant help but think what goes around comes around. / She's a spitting image of a younger me, / a girl who
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Illusions 25/04/2007 / / And then there’s nothing more to say, / Awkward silences, / Conversation has run dry, / And the words are making me bleed tears, / I cant help but cry. / / Every word you say cu
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Everything feels like the movies 25/04/2007 / / Everything feels like the movies, / And as your eyes open, / I know you feel the same,
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Back on the vodka again, / Dancing with her girlfriends, / Music so loud that you cant hear, / But that girl’s whispering in her ear. / / She knows she’s had to much to drink, / She’s
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I cant explain / / These [words I’m feeling] I’m having trouble trying to explain, / And [I cant help] but feel the [pain] / It’s still [raw] / [I’ve felt like this] so [many times befor
by Freakish-Lizzie
29 lines, 1 comment,
on Apr 25 4:23 AM 2007. In Abuse, Dark, Hope, Life, Nature, other, pain, personal, sad, society, used, anger
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Staring in the mirror, Hating what she sees,
by Freakish-Lizzie
32 lines, 1 comment,
on Apr 18 7:29 AM 2007. In Abuse, Dark, Hope, Life, Nature, Pain, personal, sad, society.
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And what it's like to feel alone... Tears are falling,
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And her usual busy day, she wakes in the morning,
by Freakish-Lizzie
18 lines, 2 comments,
on Mar 29 1:46 PM 2007. In Dark, Fantasy, Hope, Life, Love, Nature, other, pain, personal, sad
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she's calling out to me, I can hear my name,
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Things are driving me mad
by Freakish-Lizzie
24 lines, 6 comments,
on Mar 25 3:33 AM 2007. In Dark, Hope, Life, Love, Nature, Other, Personal, Pain, Sad
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