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Stripped of all that once was me.
I lay among the remains of my shattered dreams
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These walls were built with care
so much time invested
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Do you feel better about yourself
Are you feeling victorious
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I'm slipping into the madness
that you have created around me
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The air grows more and more stale by the minute
It gets harder to breathe every second
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Here I sit so high
On this pedestal
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Mouth taped shut, hands bound tight
No will to speak, nor no power to fight
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I can hear your words
yet they tumble through my head in mumbles
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The ripples of your love wash over me
Like cool waves over the ocean sands
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I can hear it scratching and
clawing the ceiling above me.
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For years I felt so lost
Felt undeserving of this love
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I was never prepared for this
all the wounds you have inflicted
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Military brat
this is what they call us
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I stand alone in the cold
Waiting for an answer that never comes
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I sip at the amber cocktail
letting it take over my senses
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For all that you have done
For all that you will do
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after all is said and done
all the angry words come out
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My bliss slowly fades
as Insanity grips me by the throat
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