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time is barreling towards me
like a frieght train
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The more things change
the more they stay the same.
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It's been awhile
since we've talked.
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you all think you know
what depression feels like
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steam clears my head
and fogs my mind
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Sometimes I think too much
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today / i decided to live / not because / i want to / in fact / i still want / the opposite / but because / you need me / and now / that the choice / has been made / i feel
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i slowly made progress, / moving forward / inch by painful inch, / but now, / going nowhere fast, / i find / all my efforts / have been a w
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i trusted you / i trusted you with everything / but instead of helping me / you wounded me / perhaps fatally / and even if / by some miracl
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june came / with too much heat / and no hope / just time to kill / no purpose / no point / to any of it / defeated / i lie languid / covered / in tears / and sweat / wait
by EveJustWantedToKnow
14 lines, 6 comments,
on Jun 2 2:09 PM 2007. In Personal, Sad, Life, Dark, Pain, Angst, Depressed, Death, My life, Depression
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I took the last little pink pill today that means it's coming
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shit. i think i'm screwed.
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on the other side of the wall a woman lays dying
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i'm exhausted
i want to crawl
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shower till the water runs cold scrub your skin raw
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i know i’ve been sick
and worn out lately
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going through drawers
filling up boxes
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I know I am thin probably too thin
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i don't want to think
i don't want to feel
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i buried my face
in your shirt
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tit for tat
we play the game
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against my better judgement
i trusted you
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i don't think
i'll ever really get better
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overdoses, depression
self-injury and delusions
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snow falls as i keep falling
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the boredom
makes you want
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