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So his death bed irony is a cold read eulogy
From somebody that he never knew or that he’d never meet
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I’m locked inside my head again wishing for something to break out from within
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Leaders are born who don’t want to lead
humility drives the great ones to the deed
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The winter stands and waits for doom The spring collides changing the gloom
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Demons lurch in dead of night
struggle through another fight
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Address me with your eye's staring deep inside
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Swept away from the depths the darkness reaches
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I’m done with this form of therapy she gave me the words put down on paper seem to make me more depressed
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I’m here to comprise matters of pride
but I lost all mine when she left my side
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I’ll spill your brains
YES I’M INSANE
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I stand alone
all on my own
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I open the door she grabs me and squeezes with all her might
she weeps into my shoulder barley breathing
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I hope to tear you in have and rip out your spleen then
Yeah I’m wet dreaming just at the thought of you screaming
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Another night out at the bar
in this one horse town you can only go so far
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then she pressed her lips to mine
it was not the kiss of passion I had always dreamed
it was the kiss of goodbye
by Erroneous Method
40 lines, 2 comments,
on Jul 26 1:46 AM 2008. In Dark, Life, Love, Pain, Personal, Sad, Spiritual, Thoughts, Weird, Hope
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this thirteen year old looks to me like an idol
I finally realized influence is vital
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Now I’ve seen the other side of anger
white lite blinding rage that made me stagger
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How could anyone love such a sadistic dark shell of a liar
without Marry Jane here the is nothing left to admire
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Woke up this morning with the wait of the world on my shoulders
go to bed tonight feeling like I’m no more bolder
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Woke up this morning with a boulder off my shoulder
go to bed tonight feeling like I’m ten years older
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It’s you that’s all I had to say
but I built her up to much in my mind
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I walk around with this fake smile on my face
“Yeah I’m doing great” I lie teeth gritting in place
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but none of them compare to the one I never had
maybe dreaming of her is what’s making me mad
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take away the melody that lingers in my heart
let it pass I wear a mask and must have from the start
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Dreaming of the girl across the way
and the three little words I never had the guts to say
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He falls to his knees screaming with anguish that no man should ever see
the pain on this mans face is indescribable
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Youth turns to passion and passion to truth
Eventfully you’re older looking back on your roots
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I need to be held touched caressed
feel the warmth of your head against my chest
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walk and mumble into the dawn
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I stand back to admire the calmer of clandestine destruction before me
The murmurs from unseen principalities
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Where you where you probably remember
But in the haze of the powder falling to ground
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Watch my eyes glisten rage in my vision
I’ll bring you more pain than a postpartum C Section incision
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Falling back into this simple rhythm of mediocrity
Lost in the daily events that decide who I will be
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I spit words like Billy Gram spits bibles
Call me hip like Billy Idol in the 80s
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My HATE for you makes me do these things
No one can know the PAIN it really brings
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