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Night after night I come to you, I hold my breath in anticipation,
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Hope comes in the disguise of you, Hope that maybe i am worth more than i think,
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So far away, can`t touch you now.
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You speak to me of honesty and truth
Yet you spit the seeds of lies across the room
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I sit here, day in and day out
Watching the world revolve
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I step into yet another ready made life.
It is not my own life i live.
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When I`m old I`ll wear long skirts with rain boots
My grey hair piled in a wild bun atop my head
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Why can`t I let go of the past anymore
I find myself hiding there so i don`t have to face the now
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I have 3 gold trophies. I need 1 more because i am not entirely sure that I won them based on my writing abilities.
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I should have told you why i came back
You had every right to know
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I am only a shadow
Of the me I once was
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I wrote and poured my soul into the words
I waited patiently for news
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I write to you on yellow legal pads
Hoping the words will reach you since i cannot
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i paste on my smile and start another day
im always wearing masks that im not even aware of
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sometimes im lost and i don't know where to go
sometimes i just need to fly
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Today wasn`t special.
Nothing extraordinary or out of the ordinary happened.
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theres that autumn chill in the air once again
the smell of burning leaves
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my days are haunted from the dreams of the night before
the ones where you are there and still the way you were
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feminine sign Scorpio ruled by warriors and transformation
stubborn and tenacious, strong and in control
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class was over
to my locker i went
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i was crying, he didn't know why
he hugged me tight and wiped my tears
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without you there's nothing but tears and sadness
beauty isn't so apparent as it was
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im haunted every day by the memory of you
your eyes, and smile and the tiny sigh you let out
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i have 3 days until i see your face again
3 days until i feel your arms wrap around me
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dad you have always been there
through good times and bad
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So today I'm wondering if I'm the only person i know who isn't crazy. Its difficult to watch my friends and family going down self destruct
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delicate and soft is the touch of your hand on my cheek
sweet and tender is my love for you
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I`ve liked you since 5th grade
when you would pull my hair
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my inspiration dosen`t come from television
it dosen`t come from magazines
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as i stare at the image in the mirror i feel disgust rise in my throat
shes pretty, she sort of looks like me, we have the same eyes and the same hair
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when you look at me im beautiful
your eyes speak volumes that words could never express
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one day im happy with all of the joys of life
dancing in my head and happiness within my grasp
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night comes again and im left to dance the dance of the sleepless
no more sleeping pills to force me into dreamless sleep
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the night sky whispers of moon light
and fireflies dancing
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he brought her roses,
she smiled and wondered
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