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Through these years, I've spent them with family and friends.
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laying next to you is like herion.
I keep wanting more.
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Pretending is a wonderful thing.
You can get through your whole life,
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Chest tightens
tears fall
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My body aches. My heart breaks.
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The world is a cold and lonely place, but with you by my side,
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Another day, another time.
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You said you loved him, you said that you'll spend the rest of your life with him,
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Changing to become the perfect person, always wanting more,
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oh the thoughts of my mind,
how they kill me so.
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What am I suppose to do?
Wait around for someone who
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Am *I* not important enough to be with?
Am *I* someone you can ditch so easily,
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You pushed and pushed so I would make a decision,
but you said that you couldn't date right now because
by DavaJean
17 lines, 4 comments,
on May 27 8:42 AM 2008
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My feelings grow
but I'm not sure how to express them.
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Sitting in my room,
with no one with me.
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The time comes again,
where I want nothing but one thing;
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Hold me close and don't let go.
When I feel you next to me,
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The dreams I have at night,
I get to see your face,
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Memories coming back,
the ones I thought were to rest.
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The memories of the time we spent together,
The laughs we've shared.
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She sits back and fourth,
holding onto her legs
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I see a girl in my head.
She has beautiful long black hair.
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The guilt boils my blood.
The knowledge of what I've done
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One at a time,
time to watch.
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Sitting here,
always thinking.
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Mommy,
Why don't you think I'm pretty?
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Look at me and tell me what you see.
A little girl?
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I hear her at night,
alone in her room.
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What a restless night it is,
laying here, by myself
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No.. I can't be happy with what I have. / No.. I can't pretend anymore. / No.. I'm tired of all of this. / Yes.. It was a mistake, just because I can not be happy with what I got. / Yes.. Maybe it's mistake, but I got
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Let the door shut, / keep myself in my room. / Let no one see, / what lies beneath this shell. / Let no one feel ashamed / being called my
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I regret what I did, / and I'm paying the price. / I think of you, / and I want to cry. / When the times were great, / they were amazing. / When the times were bad, / you still held me close, / even though I h
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I'm scared to dream. / I'm scared to hope. / I'm scared to look at you in the eyes, / afraid to see that you don't love me anymore. / So af
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Rhetorical / unheard / left in the dark / see me? / no / yes / what? / there is another way / or is there? / nothing stops / always around
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She never sleeps. / She lets her mind drift away, / away from it all. / She tries to stop, / but she can not. / she's overwhelmed / with fe
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