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I had been the victim and the perpetrator.
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I hate you for what you did to me, and I don't think that that will ever change.
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by DancingQueenAngi
13 lines, 3 comments,
on Jan 9 5:11 AM. In Angst, Pain, Other, Abuse, Adult, Sad, Personal, Love, Life, Thoughts
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Your lies sharp as razors cut through my skin and cause me to bleed ceaselessly.
The fog of deceit thickens the air.
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Peaceful quiet, oh, serene nights
when solitude was left behind.
by DancingQueenAngi
19 lines, 2 comments,
on Dec 15 5:01 AM 2008. In Angst, Abuse, Pain, Personal, Sad, Dark, Life, Love, Thoughts
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while our thoughts entertain each other.
A feeling of hope laces itself through my body
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Crystal blue and crystal clear.
Your eyes are the depths of possibility.
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A Alone, she's always alone
U Unless you count her empty bottle
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Glazed.
They were just glazed.
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But paper hats never last,
and card houses must collapse.
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It was hopelessness in the air.
I breathed it in and didn't know.
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I've been here so many times before,
but it's been years since I've felt this pain.
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I've been there and back again.
Here is much more enjoyable.
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hot, congested air
stealthy cold causing turmoil
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There are so many pieces of me that seem to be broken.
I struggle with normal things that most people don't have to.
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Taking a deep breath I feel the Earth breathing with me.
I smile to know that I am okay,
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I can look through these photos in the photo album,
but it only makes me feel more disconnected.
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seeing a child in the arms of a fraile, ragged mother
"Alms, Alms for the hungry" she would call all day
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I hear your melody through the background noise
your chords are jarred and angered
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All you will ever see is a smile.
Can you read between the lines?
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I've been here before
sharp pierces of relief
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sleep is my sanctity
my only escape
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Hello there
I've come to visit again
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now the summer has surrendered
I walk these halls for the last time
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It goes without saying
My silent tears
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I am the mother who lost her only daughter.
I am the father who drank too much and beat my wife.
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hearing my thoughts - dark
that taunt my serenity
by DancingQueenAngi
42 lines, 3 comments,
on Jul 8 12:56 AM 2006. In Personal, Dark, Angst, Thoughts, Weird, Other, Pain, Sad, Contemporary
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Play me guitar as loud as you can
don't think it will erase the lies
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the intensity of the air
sharpened the thoughts of every hair
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all I am to you
is a problem
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let down by you
over and over again
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love is so blind
and you've taught me this well
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it's this right here
I don't even know what it is
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the sky is blue
as it stereotypically is
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losing my mind
don't know how I'm making it
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