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Was I naive?
It's something I cannot help but believe
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Far away is forever, & yet so long ago.
I can't go on like this forever; I just want to let this go.
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& there's not much else I can say knowing all the pain that you now carry,
except only that I love you, & I'm sorry.
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I miss you & everything you do.
I'm sorry, but I love you.
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Even if it means going through Hell,
my love will remain unchanged...you're my angel.
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Raven hair, with tints of gold;
for hours I could stare--but there's no words to be told...
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I would cut open my top, and scoop my guts out.
I'd put them on newspaper, so as to not dirty the table.
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Never felt more alive, loved in return,
then I took a dive, along with a burn...
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I needed someone strong enough, not to let me down.
You were more than enough; I gave you that crown.
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The memories haunt me from time to time,
but I've learned to cope by writing these rhymes.
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You see it as beauty, but if you knew me,
you'd say monster, and ugly, and flee from me.
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Forever torn apart,
then you came to mend my broken heart.
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Laugh and scoff, and think it lame,
but the bullets have went off. Time to play a game.
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I never thought I'd say, "This is true."
I never thought I'd end up with someone as lovely as you.
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I righted you when you were wrong; not to torture, but to care.
Perhaps I did it too long, but you know I was always there.
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I just want you to know...I never wanted you to leave me.
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Maybe I should just shut up,
and fucking wake up.
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But it shall be--he and her--nevermore!
This sad and sick twist of love has had its encore.
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I hate the way you tear me apart.
I hate the way you broke my heart.
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So do me a favour. Do everyone a favour.
Be a hero. Kill your ego.
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Because no matter how many times you make me weep,
my heart is yours forever, to keep.
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And I fell hard and fast, and maybe much too soon.
It's time I've gone, at last, to settle for the stars, rather than the moon.
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Why must I miss you, and never forget you?
Why do I long to hold you, and long to see you?
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I can't watch you love another, with your hands that I used to say, "you're the one."
Without your love, life isn't worth a bother. Oh, so
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An angel to me, in porcelain so luminous.
Someday, again, you'll see my passion, my precious.
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I miss you, I miss you so bad.
I keep thinking about our love so true, and everything that we had.
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A month is a year, and a year...eternity.
I love you, my dear. Please come back to me.
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Let me halt your tears, and let's be together.
My love for you is still here. I can't watch you suffer.
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I will wait for you, however long it takes.
I will never stop loving you, no matter how much my heart breaks.
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I may never, like this, have a home,
but in my heart I can always go home.
by CrypticAngel
19 lines,
on Dec 30 10:59 PM 2008. In Divorce, Family, Hope, Home, Life, Moving Away, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts
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Can't we fix this in the cold November?
I want to say 'I have this'--not 'I remember.'
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I watch with a tear, that home's new family.
I'll watch it every year, thinking that should be me.
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For you are my everything, and maybe even more.
Without you I'm nothing, but you'll always be with me.
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I'm drowning in deep water, sinking in.
Dark is the water, I'm letting seep in.
by CrypticAngel
48 lines,
on May 14 4:39 PM 2008. In Angst, Betrayal, Friendship, Hurt, Life, Love, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts
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