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oh what a cruel surprise
i fucked up again
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A sparkling hope
of rising unadulterated emotion
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A shivering black beast finally conquered,
that internal last battle
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A Flower...
withered and wilted,
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A mild oasis
of wheezing superstitions
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telescopic eyes
dripping with dreams
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My pain is somehow minimized
What was once there
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Finally got the courage
to ask you to be with me for a night
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I ask for just one more tomorrow,
need just one more yesterday,
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I wanna feel that high again
I wanna feel that rush again
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Body covered from neck to ankle
in a decorated creamy gown
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Time and time again
I see that impish look,
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not exactly erotica, but theres not a category for sensual...so yeah
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Feels as if each day has gotten longer
nothing to look forward to at the end of the day
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What is it that will make me happy?
Who is it who will have me content?
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Depression is black
It smells like the raw earth after the rain.
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I'm not a whore
I'm not a slut
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When times get rough
and there's no hope at all
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I'm so far from you
you died again
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Everything is in boxes
including my bloodied heart.
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cant understand what in feeling
feels as if my spirit is being dragged through the mud,
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Failing in every way
depressed continuously
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Reach out for the hem of your skirt
with my bloody hands.
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Nobody understands
The thoughts that run through my head.
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Why does no one understand me?
Why doesn't anyone care?
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I obviously have no one who wants me.
Daddy hates me
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I cut this visible vein,
The holder of my blood.
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I hate myself for what I did to you.
I'm so sorry I did this,
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I can see you in my dreams
I can feel you think of me
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I really don't care
About the things you've done wrong
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Can't help but feel so desperate
As I wipe away the dry mental tears
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I know so much about other people
but I hardly know myself.
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I don't want anything to do
With Dad and Janice anymore.
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I can't understand
Why no one believes us.
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