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Sometimes, I fight for fun,
a raging hate for me, somewhere within you,
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And somewhere, between sun-kissed roses and mock closet fumbles,
I hide this
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I (cry, laugh, live a life of love and passion and wrongs and rights, but never, never like you in your candy-coated games of lies and betrayal and secret murmu
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I remember the day you hit me
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it's the closest to crazy I'll ever be
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You know the notes lost their luster
and you lost that shine
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I had this realization – days ago – that
I was pretty.
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In that moment of wind and chill and night
And lights among black-gray skies.
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My car is alone; the pavement once filled with life is deserted. I close my eyes, spread my arms and spin. I twirl as though it’s all that matters – and maybe
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and it's real and it's life in that collection of notes
(but do I know how to live?)
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your world of freeze-dried romance
and sky scrapping smog.
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It's funny how I can sit
close my eyes and see this girl
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There’s part of me
leaping
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Is it bad that I sat there,
just begging for something from you?
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It almost makes me laugh
how we dance
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I want to twirl
big flowing skirt
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I wish people were happy and maybe,
that I didn't have a reason for hating August.
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My "twin," we joke
but you know what?
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I find liars the worst of all
and it looks like that’s all you’ve ever been
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and the small town buzz
of this quadrangle
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she said she wanted. and for a while, she got. She got 'Perfect' also 'Fairytale' sometimes even got 'Love.'
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Whenever I see you, my heart skips a beat and everything leaves me. Rational thought, worries, everything but my emotions. I absolutely melt.
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one of those girls who’d
pull a haiku from her pocket
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and she wants wrong… sometimes.
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because I want the laughing love
you seem to have found in him
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Smile, hold me close
and let's learn to dance together
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and every shining star would be one more word
to pull from sky to paper
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evenfall's blanket
lies lightly on guilded dreams
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Someday, I'd love you to invite me
to splatter paint my existence
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It was so easy to pretend
you were there, smiling at me
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