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Should have known better, Why couldn't I see.
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Lying here,
Tortured by tulmultous thoughts that,
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When I found that you were gone... I think it took a week to even settle in,
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You tell me I deserved it,
Every horrible thing that ever happened to me.
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I was glad to have you when things were goin right, Because when I was in my time of need you were where I turned.
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It's been said we're nothing without our dreams, But I say they're nothing unless you strive to live them.
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I've never ever been one afraid to risk the ride, Though at any time I know I could fall.
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Under casual inspection, I'm aloof, disinterested, br
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Sitting on the fender of a white Circle J, br
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I saw you for the first time in ages, br
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With the way I feel lately it's easy to say, br
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I've been far too long believing,
That I could save him, change him, love him.
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Back when I was quiet and shy,
You came into my life and woke me up.
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This one is a bit of a shocker, not for the faint of heart.
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Just a piece, full of all the deep emotion I feel towards my place of work...I couldn't keep feelings like this bottled up inside * sob sob sob*
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Visiting the Senior Center for their monthly birthday party,
As sweet old Iris grabbed my hand I was shocked by the feel of hers.
by Chilko
27 lines, 7 comments,
on Aug 3 11:29 PM 2006. In Other
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I'd rather work with horses than people,
And this is for the simple fact,
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Lately I find myself wondering,
Do I dare to let someone new in?
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I never thought my dressing up would kick up such a fuss, Somehow never saw my weight as something to discuss.
by Chilko
16 lines, 4 comments,
on Jul 17 2:58 PM 2006. In Other
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When the pain becomes intense and
she doesn't know how to deal,
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No matter how good I think I feel,
Or how high the cloud is that I'm on,
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It's been 4 months since the day,
You know, when you told me to go away.
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Black is the pain that inhabits my heart,
Remainders of the fire you helped to start.
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Feeling like a boxer who's gone one too many rounds,
I'm sick and bloody tired of always being let down.
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There are some days when things feel almost right again,
Not as good as they once were but the pain is dulled a bit.
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Sometimes he's an angel,
Others he's a pain in the ass.
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You're a rank old bull,
Some say the wildest the world has ever seen.
by Chilko
30 lines, 3 comments,
on May 19 12:52 AM 2006. In Other
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If I haven't actually hit rock bottom,
I'm pretty sure it's around here somewhere.
by Chilko
39 lines, 3 comments,
on May 18 12:24 AM 2006. In Angst
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Almost a year ago now there was an accident,
The police said I should've been killed and yet,
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It wasn't enough simply to spoil me for everyone else,
Oh, no no...you had to absolutely ruin me,
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Funny how a photograph can cause a ripple in the mind,
It takes you through the azure mist into another time.
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How long can one person keep up the act,
Of being strong?
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Every time I turn around,
There's someone else trying to knock me down.
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