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I can still see your face so clearly,
It haunts me even in my waking hours. -
What happened was you, on a cold April night,
Deciding you wanted something you couldn't get without a fight. -
The days blur together, and I hold back my tears,
The hours never-ending, as memories stoke the fires of my fears.by BeautifulDisaster9 13 lines, 3 comments, on Oct 14 10:42 AM. In Personal, Thoughts, Pain, Depression, Sadness, My life, Teen issues, Teenage thinking -
"I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad,
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had."by BeautifulDisaster9 20 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 7 11:43 AM. In Personal, Pain, Teenage thinking, Teen issues, My life -
Best friends means forever,
And it's forever because you mean that much.by BeautifulDisaster9 19 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 23 10:45 AM. In Personal, My life, Lost in thought, Life -
Your eyes pierce me once I leave the land of alert.
My glare meets your gaze, that holds a hint of flirt.by BeautifulDisaster9 39 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 18 1:01 PM. In Rape, My life, Personal, Pain, Abuse, Teen issues, Teenage thinking -
I try to walk tall in the storm that surrounds me,
As it whips and whirls around me, trying to steal my sanity.by BeautifulDisaster9 19 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 4 10:17 AM. In Personal, Thoughts, Pain, Teen issues, Abuse, My life -
I guess I really did think moving would stop this insanity,
Stop me from remembering your profanity.by BeautifulDisaster9 23 lines, on Aug 20 10:55 AM. In Personal, Life, Pain, Abuse, My life, Teenage thinking, Teen issues, Hate -
I love my friends, I truly do.
They've been there for me all the way throughby BeautifulDisaster9 20 lines, 4 comments, on Jul 11 5:52 PM. In Personal, Thoughts, Life, Teenage thinking, Teen issues, My life, Lost in thought -
My stereo blares "sometimes goodbye is a second chance"
Is this move a means to an escape from this tiring dance?by BeautifulDisaster9 23 lines, 1 comment, on Jul 3 12:21 PM. In Personal, Thoughts, My life, Teenage thinking, Teen issues, Life -
I yearn for your touch, your sweet caress, your kiss,
I love you, I do, but your physical presence I miss.by BeautifulDisaster9 34 lines, 1 comment, on May 8 12:09 PM. In Love, Personal, Thoughts, Teenage thinking, Teen issues, My life, Lost in thought -
For the first time in awhile, I feel like I'm on track.
I don't have that constant feeling of needing to watch my back.by BeautifulDisaster9 34 lines, 1 comment, on May 7 12:24 AM. In Hope, Life, Thoughts, Personal, My life, Lost in thought, Teenage thinking -
A year ago today,
You ruined my hope on this day.by BeautifulDisaster9 35 lines, 4 comments, on Apr 3 11:40 AM. In Personal, Thoughts, Life, Pain, Abuse, Rape, Teen issues, My life -
But while I may be haunted, I'll always fight to reach the stars.
And while I do so, you're where you belong: Behind bars. -
I'm screaming out so silently, crying out in my brain.
I'm trying so hard to get a foothold on reality, but the reality is: I'm going insaby BeautifulDisaster9 33 lines, 5 comments, on Feb 25 4:27 PM. In Personal, Thoughts, Pain, Teen issues, My life, Lost in thought, Depression -
Round and round it goes,
Where it stops, no one knows,by BeautifulDisaster9 64 lines, 2 comments, on Feb 2 10:58 AM. In Lyrics, Teen issues, Teenage thinking, Personal, My life, Depression -
What happens when the life you've been building,
Turns into something you wish you'd never made?by BeautifulDisaster9 30 lines, on Jan 31 10:04 PM. In Depression, Teenage thinking, Teen issues, Personal, Thoughts, My life -
I turn my (ey)(es) to meet yours,
by BeautifulDisaster9 49 lines, 1 comment, on Jan 22 5:29 PM. In DirtyPretty, Teen issues, Teenage thinking -
Once upon a time, in a land close to here,
A evil mother beat her child, the Maiden, and filled her full of fear.by BeautifulDisaster9 26 lines, on Jan 1 11:42 PM -
So, never underestimate me, never pull one over on me,
Because I could be your best friend, or your worst enemy.by BeautifulDisaster9 38 lines, 7 comments, on Dec 12 1:39 AM 2008. In Personal, Thoughts, Depression, Teenage thinking, Teen issues, My life, Rape -
My hearts a-flutter with emotion,
So eager to show you devotion. -
And a lot of the time, we sit around pondering:
Who the hell can we blame?by BeautifulDisaster9 35 lines, 2 comments, on Oct 6 10:40 AM 2008. In Personal, Thoughts, Pain, Teenage thinking, Family, Depression, Longing, My life -
But life doesn't provide us with magic wands,
Just hard work, blood, sweat, and tears,by BeautifulDisaster9 43 lines, 1 comment, on Oct 1 9:24 AM 2008. In Personal, Thoughts, Life, Inspirational, Message, My life, Teenage thinking -
Falling to pieces, or sewing myself up stitch by stitch?
Am I myself, or am I turning into a bitch?by BeautifulDisaster9 23 lines, 4 comments, on Aug 20 12:43 PM 2008. In Personal, Thoughts, Life, Pain, Depression, Teenage thinking, Teen issues -
I'm pacing back and pacing forward,
No clue as to what I'm heading toward.by BeautifulDisaster9 18 lines, 1 comment, on Aug 12 4:38 PM 2008. In Personal, Thoughts, Lost in thought, Pain, My life, Depression, Teenage thinking -
Woah, free me,
Ohhh, let me be me. -
Is that I came back to you,
And by doing so, I made my heart whole.by BeautifulDisaster9 29 lines, 4 comments, on Jul 5 9:46 PM 2008. In Love, Personal, Thoughts, My life, Teenage thinking, Romance -
My CD of life is scratched, on repeat And I'm too stubborn to admit defeat.by BeautifulDisaster9 23 lines, 2 comments, on Jun 7 8:35 AM 2008. In Teenage thinking, Teen issues, Personal, Thoughts, Pain, My life
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Underground, hiding out. Feeling broken without a doubt.by BeautifulDisaster9 30 lines, 2 comments, on Jun 1 4:04 PM 2008. In Pain, Personal, Teenage thinking, Teen issues
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Waltzing through the endless days, Feeling hurt and lost.by BeautifulDisaster9 24 lines, 1 comment, on May 14 8:32 AM 2008
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I shut my eyes tightly, willing myself against the action.
But it's calling to me, screaming my name.
Telling me it'll be my only chanceby BeautifulDisaster9 29 lines, 2 comments, on Apr 21 1:25 AM 2008 -
A person so close to all our hearts, You've touched our souls so much.by BeautifulDisaster9 23 lines, 1 comment, on Apr 1 2:15 PM 2008
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The steel, it sings,
It's haunting lullaby
It's so beautiful,by BeautifulDisaster9 58 lines, 7 comments, on Mar 28 8:26 AM 2008. In Angst, My life, Teen issues, Teenage thinking, Personal, Contest, Cutting -
For every person I meet and grow to like.
I end up wasting their time
Breaking them slowly, killing them softly.by BeautifulDisaster9 33 lines, 1 comment, on Mar 28 12:38 AM 2008. In Depressed, Personal, Pain, My life, Angst, Teen issues, Teenage thinking -
by BeautifulDisaster9 33 lines, 7 comments, on Mar 11 3:44 AM 2008. In Lost love, Personal, Thoughts, Teenage thinking, Teen issues, Depressed
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