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Maybe you think that this is me
But in all honesty I’m not the Brea I used to be
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I’ve been trying so hard to push you to the back of my brain Because thoughts of you only stir up pain
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Someone like me Bound in endless tragedy
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And when my eyes fell upon him in the back seat I swear to God my heart skipped 60 beats
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You’ve bled me dry a million times Yet I refuse to see the lies
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Where do you think you get off breaking my heart? Without expecting me to not pull us apart.
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I wrote this in my car Tuesday night while waiting for my aunt to meet me for dinner.
by Badass Brea
25 lines, 7 comments,
on Oct 22 11:43 AM
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Her eye’s once filled with life Vigorous, unabashed, senseless, shameless life
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I’m watching the storm clouds roll on through
They always seem to remind me of you
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So heed my warning
Or you and your family will be mourning
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The truth to the matter is this
Daddy can’t stand Mommy & Mommy’s a complete bitch
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so think about that the next time you're about to start some mental combat...
by Badass Brea
52 lines, 2 comments,
on Sep 21 11:55 AM
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And just when the going gets good
He gets going
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I love the way we spend the whole day in a car
Yet never really going that far
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To run and fight to be by your side
To show you that I’m not just someone who can be waxed and waned with the tide
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I’m left in the wake
Of his suicide attempt.
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He tried to kill himself yesterday I was about 40 minutes away
by Badass Brea
31 lines, 4 comments,
on Sep 21 10:08 AM
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He’s having a manic episode
And I don’t know how to console.
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Lightly kissing my forhead when he thinks im fully asleep in his bed,
But I'm actually buried face first in his chest
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The ink in my pen won’t comply I’m so frustrated I just want to cry
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I wanted to be your beacon of hope One that you knew would always stay afloat
by Badass Brea
18 lines, 15 comments,
on Aug 27 12:42 PM
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He’s the stormy blue to my emerald green that’s infused in our hazel eyes
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I see a bad moon rising
And its stirring up some feelings I've been hiding
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The drugs are trying to seduce me
They chant “Use me, come on Brea”
by Badass Brea
50 lines, 9 comments,
on Aug 12 12:23 PM
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Big black Cumulonimbus clouds are clouding my vision
And suddenly I’m feeling imprisoned
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But what I’ve been wanting to scream like a banshee
Is “Daddy why didn’t you save me!?”
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I’m sick to death of feeling sick to death Can we give it a rest?
by Badass Brea
27 lines, 3 comments,
on Jul 16 12:53 PM
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