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The slighted glance of experience The jolt of realisation as the time passes by
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Sitting around, waiting is the worst part Trying to gather what little confidence I have left
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Watching as the world closes in around you, longing to help and cure your pain,
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From whence I stand; I see the depths and swells of a sea angered,
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This time away I spend from the computer,
Hurts me as much as you, yet is necessary,
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When the pain subsides,
I'll sit here and wonder,
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The One That Cares,
Shunned Into Darkness,
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The muted silence of the neverending nightmare,
Dreams decimated as the wrong ones come true,
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The calls of "she's so lovely" linger in my ears,
The words from a device that causes yet more confusion than aid,
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Entwined in a life so full of everything I hoped that it would be and seeking that which no one else craves,
Knowing that no matter
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Presumptious intelligence
Endlessly giving
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Because not saying anything hurts too much...
Dreaming is my only escape...
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Salted and dripping down;
into the depths that I called home,
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To hold you close this very moment
would make the bad things go away...
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A dear loving mother,
Once held close to your bosom,
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Once again, ones privacy scorned;
As I watch from a distance,
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Laying here,
Not knowing when next I'll be here,
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Taken from time,
A friendship that seen all,
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Taken from the depths,
No longer in control of my emotions,
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Sitting in the depths of the emergency room,
that scarlet liquid pulsating,
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Watching from a distance I seek to know your thoughts,
Observing the behaviour that I grew to know and love,
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To say I'm sorry would just upset you more,
Sorry is just a word and I'm well aware,
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I'm here... lets try and kickstart my muse...
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Hiding in the distances, tears streak down my face,
Walking off to the quiet, a distant far off place,
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Dimmered smiles of a child's chuckle
catches the protruding tears we mask;
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Endless torment,
Deceit envelopes this life,
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Darkness deception,
The endless deciet that remains,
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Border set at 250
For myself and xBlackRainbowCharx Only
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Not knowing what feelings are,
The kisses get deeper and deeper,
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Sweet nothings,
Painting images in my mind.
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