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I open my eyes to death.
It's rotted face with black eye sockets.
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Make me laugh.
Make me cry.
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My insecruity just blown up in flames.
My secruity just faded away.
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They cascade down my porecilen cheeks.
They run down the middle of of my bright red unmoving mouth.
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Now it's time for me to forget you.
And to never see you again.
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My feet pounding on the stoney floor.
Screams echo through my ears.
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The moon lightens up my room.
Making my eyes blink with shock.
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I drink whenever it's around.
I steal things at stores behind your back literaly.
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Your smile makes my heart beat faster.
You gentle caressing touch warms me up inside and out.
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Why do you try to brainwash me?
Why do you bash me with my mistakes I've made?
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You made me drink your poison.
Your killing me slowly.
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Drop my tears.
Drop my screams.
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A well known hidden secret I now found out.
This "break" that you wanted didn't work out.
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I long for so much from you even though your not mine.
And, I kep on hoping you secretly long for me too.
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And I'm so tired of being pushed around.
And YOU still don't know half.
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Your heart beats against your chest.
It tortures you with every word people say.
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I've never been to a wake.
This was my first time.
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I see you laying peacefuly in your casket.
Your face so deathly pale, but peaceful.
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Your not with us now.
You've left our lives.
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Why'd you leave?
You didn't have to go.
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Her tears fall loudly.
The pencil in her hand shakes as she writes her good-bye.
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I miss you.
Why do I do this and feel this way when I think you don't care.
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While a girl sits in one of the four corners in the room.
The open window blows her pale brown hair.
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They won't fade away.
They just haunt me everyday.
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But you both don't know if you both love each other yet.
So you both think sex will show if the love is there.
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I hope I fall in love with you on day.
And if I do I hope you don't break my heart.
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A loud BANG echos in the room.
I smile faintly as I fall to the floor
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I ignore the words.
I let the glares go right through me.
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I scream for you name again, but you still don't hear me.
I punch the wall with my bloody hand making red smeared dents.
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I pray for the pounding water to wash away my problems.
The water cleanses my body, but I still feel dirty.
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I am a girl that is easy.
I am a girl with scars on her wrists.
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My heart gets smaller with every lie it believes.
My heart gets angrier with every plastic smile I give out.
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My head on your shoulders.
We silently talk about nothing.
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Then that night I look at my phone to see you texted me.
You said you didn't want a relationship right now.
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My eyes bleed tears.
While your empty promises echo in my mind.
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