why care

i can't think straight
everythings not so clear
i use to love for you to
come here but now
i'm pushing you away
and saying never not on
another day because you
are not the same
well at least not who
i thought you would be
you don't want to be
my friend i don't
think you ever
realized how much
you meant to me
i use to think
of you and
get happy but
now when i think
of you i get worried
and sad just remember
i'm not the only one
to blame i honestly
don't think i should
be the only one ashamed