I sleep and I dream all night long
Dreaming about all the pain I endure at home
I am unhappy and living a lie
But I must be quiet and hide behind my silent cry.
Tears streaming down my face
Just wishing somehow this pain would go away
I am washing and scrubbing very hard
But I can't wash away the sinful scars.
My life is one big lie in my dreams
And it is very unpleasant so it seems
I can't control this feeling inside me
Oh God please don't let it be.....
I can feel his hands on my hips
I can feel his hot breath hit my lips
I can feel his penis hit my walls
And for some reason he makes little love calls.
But I want him to stop, but I can't tell
Cause if I do he'll go to jail
Please I want to wake up from this bad dream
Nightmares of him and horrible memories.
Momma please wake me up
I don't want to feel your husbands touch
Coming out of my scary dream
Something is the same it seems.
These unpleasant hands on my hips
The hot breath against my lips
The penis is hitting my walls
And I still here these love calls
I realize this is really happening to me, so it seems
OH GOD I wish it was just a dream.....
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Written January 8th, 2005
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I sleep and I dream all night long
Dreaming about all the pain I endure at home
I am unhappy and living a lie
But I must be quiet and hide behind my silent cry.
Tears streaming down my face
Just wishing somehow this pain would go away
I am washing and scrubbing very hard
But I can't wash away the sinful scars.
My life is one big lie in my dreams
And it is very unpleasant so it seems
I can't control this feeling inside me
Oh God please don't let it be.....
I can feel his hands on my hips
I can feel his hot breath hit my lips
I can feel his penis hit my walls
And for some reason he makes little love calls.
But I want him to stop, but I can't tell
Cause if I do he'll go to jail
Please I want to wake up from this bad dream
Nightmares of him and horrible memories.
Momma please wake me up
I don't want to fell your husbands touch
Coming out of my scary dream
Something is the same it seems.
These unpleasant hands on my hips
The hot breath against my lips
The penis is hitting my walls
And I still here these love calls
I realize this is really happening to me, so it seems
OH GOD I wish it was just a dream.....
...Wow. Omg, I'm crying. I feel so close to this poem, like it was for me. Thank you so much. It's like someone understands how I feel. Just, thank you. So much. Keep writing.
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