Why do I cry when I'm not even upset?
I can't do this anymore
I can't take the pain that I get,
I don't want to be here, so alone...so lost
I don't know what to do
Unable to hide my lies...my tears
Unable to lie to myself about you
You don't love me, you never did
And now, I carry your child...your blood
And you, you want me to kill it
Murder a peice of myself...a peice of you
I've lost this once, I wont do it again
You've lost this once, how could you bare it?
I can't take this anymore
I don't want to be here, so alone...so lost
I don't know what to do
I hate you so much...more then you'll ever know
But I can't do this without you
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Written December 17th, 2004
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Excellent piece. it seems life is that way... you hate something but can't stand to be without it....

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