I never thought anything could be this difficult
I never thought that anything could be this beautiful and hurt so much
even though I am so very happy and exuberant
lethargic at my worst
oh, this is beautiful, and what we have is beautiful
sex is not beautiful it is bloody and it hurts
while you are feeling so good you feel so dirty when it's over
and you still want any excuse to know that you've had this, you still want any excuse to know that it's over
that 15.3 year period of virginity you lead yourself along thinking it doesn't matter
did I convince myself? the answer is a big resounding yes.
did I convince myself? the answer is a big resounding yes.
and now I feel terrible.....
I have never wanted anything that hurts physically to this extreme
oh-so-badly
come to my house, turn off the light, make it happen, make me feel like everything is worth having.
did I convince myself? Oh, I all ready have....
Author notes
so um, this is a song.
that I wrote.
that really isn't the same when it isn't sung and without the piano and such.
but there you are.
Written November 29th, 2004
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SUPER EXCELENT
A great write that we have here
I like the feel and rhythm of the words as they flow down the page
its really nice
kinda reminds me of those dark nights that I sat alone in japan
just waiting and waiting just to talk to you
oh yes it does
I love you more that the height of the tallest building on the planet
a lot
*Käthe rOCKS*
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