want me to be feminine
want me to be normal
want me to a girly girl
want me to be something esle
other than myself
want me to be faithful to you
want me to be loyal to you
want me to talk to you
but how can i,
when you want me to be someone esle
want me to be skinny
want me to never cry
want me to be like her
or him
want me to be anyone esle
except me
want me to be the same
as everyone esle
want me to be like her
well i'm not her!
and i will never be her!
quit comparing me to all thses people!
i'm sorry i'm not want you want me to be!
i can't help that!
i'm sorry i'm not like everyone esle!
i'm sorry i'm not feminine!
i'm sorry i have black fingernails!
i'm sorry i'm not normal!
i'm sorry for crying every night and hide it from you!
i'm sorry i took those goddamn pills!
i'm sorry i'm not trust worthy!
i'm sorry i'm not loyal to you!
i'm sorry i make mistakes even when i don't mean to!
i'm sorry i'm not who you want me to be....
i'm sorry for being everything that you don't want..
i'm sorry...
want me to be her..
want me to be normal.
you want me to be anyone esle
except me
because i'm such a horrible and pethetic person
and i should be more like her or him
instead of wearing black
and painting my fingernails black,
i should be like everyone else
and not be myself or anyhting but.
just want me to be you
but i can't....
i'm sorry
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Written November 20th, 2004
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be you
rejoice in you
and just be......
cos that's all that matters
ever
elaine
Edited on Nov 29, 6:24 p.m. because ''. -
Wow sorry I thought I had commented on this already ... Courney your perfect the way you are!!!!!!!!!!!! Your our beautiful angel and you better not change just because SOMEONE wants you to. Only change if YOU want to. I loves ya
~Rachel~ -
I hate this site!!!!! hehe
Gosh Temper Temper but i agree Your Mother shouldnt be judging you or comparing you to other people. You are who you are and She should learn to except that but I guess your mother is to thick headed to understand anything.............LALALALALA Im so freaking bored and hungry I cant wait ti eat my BIG THANKSGIVING meal its going to be sooooooo good.....You know me I could eat eat and eat until I drop. lol. God This stupid site said that I have to send more comments to people in order To put more than two poems a day up here soooo Im trying to see how much crap I can send to you hehehe. The comments have to be a hundred words tooo. GRRRRRRRRRRr I HATE THIS FREAKING SITE!!!!! Im saying freaking becuase Im trying not to cuse hehehehehe and your page doesnt need anymore cusing you put enough on it hehehe. Well I think I have typed enough so Im going to end this comment with FUCK FUCK FUCK GOD DAMN IT I HATE THIS FUCKING SITE HEHE -
u have nothing to be srry about....... and i wouldnt want u to be anyone else than who u r and if she cant see what a great and beautiful person u r than she can go to hell i mean no one is perfect and u r who u r. at least u dont give in and be like someone ur not...... ur strong for staying who u r and not being someone else...... ur not pethetic and ur the most trust worthy person i know..... i wouldnt change u for the world..... so if she tries to start with u again about not being perfect and how she wants u to be just flick her off and walk away......... lol what a sight that would be lol.... but anyways this was really good, i could feel ur emotion it was deep....... love ya
hillary*
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