She hides the pain by cleaning her shelves and washing away the dirt
She sees his eyes through all the dishes and wishes away her pain
She loved him for 4 very long years and tried so hard to make it work
But he fucked her over in so many ways and stomped on her heart
She does not wish to argue or to even fight, she wishes no confrontation
All she wants is to start a new life, and get him out of her mind
He hurt her in soo many ways no one could explain
and as I look at her beatiful face, I can see her trying to hide from the pain, years of marrige and a wonderful house all for nothing.. gone down the drain.
her hopes are still high that he will learn and she wishes that he will come back
Because when he does, and she opens that door, he is going to be shut out and spit at through the crack.
She is strong and will not take his shit, and will wish everyday, that he will come to his senses and grow up, and think of her, and what he did to her that day...
She will overcome her sadness and sorrow, and find someone new.
She is beautiful, successful, and Sweet, and she need not someone like him. She will one day find that right person to sweep her off her feet. She will be loved unconditionaly, and not have to fear being hurt... She will be loved...
To Kathleen, My beautiful, wonderful, soon to be sister in law
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To Kathleen
Written November 6th, 2004
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This was great! It was sad, but great! As always its great to read your work. Your boyfriend's sister should feel grateful to have someone like you standing behind her. I was in a relationship that was horrible and it just made me so mad that I wouldn't/couldn't leave him, and that I stayed in order to keep him "happy." I hope things go better for your soon to be sister in law. Tell her to keep her head up! And keep writtin' girl! You rock my sock!
Jess
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that was a poem for my boyfriends sister her husband is an ass, so I write that poem for her, it is she you should envy
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What a beautiful but sad poem all within the entire body of words. The sadness is the wasted years of building a relationship. The beautiful part is the ability to move forward and not let this hold you back or keep you down. You are a very strong person where many fail and I admire you for this. I also admire your wonderful creative talent of poetry and want to Thank You for sharing yourself with myself and other readers. You are a Great inspiration and I could only hope a little of you rubs off onto me. Once again, Great Job. Your Newest Reading Fan Mpkphp.
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