tell me now

What were those words you said to me that made me feel so special?
what were those words you said to me that made me feel so empty?
I don't know which ones to believe anymore, you like to throw them at me
and hope i believe the ones that make me feel so special
but why can i only see the ones you tell me that make me feel so empty
why would anybody want to make me feel that way?
Do i truely deserve this, do i deserve this pain now? Do i deserve to take this abuse from you
You know who you are, you know why you do what you do, so let me in on your secrete, let me in on whats behind your beautiful face, tell me now my love, do i deserve this? tell me I do, so I know I havn't been waisting my time, tell me I do, so i can stop loving you, the way I do, I need, I want, Its my turn, to be the better one, its my turn to be the happy one, Im sorry my love, but I just can't find it in my broken heart, to keep loving someone, who would do this to me...