mommy dearest

mom
your fucking sick
i cant believe the shit you caused
and the funny fucking joke here? YOU DONT EVEN KNOW
you dont even know you hurt
you dont know
you make me hurt
do you think shit happens?
well your wrong
someone is on the
other end
and its you
you fucked me
and i love you
you fucking threw me
and i come right back
dont call the cops
i am staying
staying so you can watch
watch me fucking rot
you rot me out
and i cut out the pain
the pain you dont fucking give me anymore
the pain i wish you threw at me
your gone and i still bleed
but now it spreads, it's on my clothes
and it drips everywhere
i dont want people to catch me
now its everywhere
its  ll over
what am i going to do?
where do i hide?
yell at me
do it
you like it
hit me
hurt me
cut me
rape me
fuck me
stab me
lick me
grab me
come on
i am waiting
and you..
your gone
huh?
dont come back
this blade feels better then you do
and you know?
shit was better when you were dead
and you know?
shit is better when you arent here
           killing me?
dont you wish
 fight me off
and you'll wish i was him
hit me
and say i need it
says its  better
when i bruise
or when i loose
I LOST
you won
I CAME
your fun
if you turn you back
you just might get bitten because the people
watching your back
dont like you much
and wish you would crack
they wish you would fall
and they wish you could cry
prove your human
none of us believe
just prove it this way
as long as you bleed
i think that smirk you get
when you see those people
on the ground
is cute for awhile
until you fell down
people know your tricks
people know the game
and people like to think
that your off your game
but you'll come back
to get your crown
and you'll come back to
kick us down
and come to think of what you did
it's not that cute

i lost the shine
i was pciked up
but you didnt like that
so i cut for you
i bleed
and you like it
i like it too
glad?
be that way!
the smirk is cute
until you fall down
but you'll get back up
to continue your leige
you'll get back
because you cant
bleed